Anyway, wanted to tell all d stuff that's happened to me.. But not enuf time So, soon... But, at least most recently, Had testimonial match Was fun but injured my ankle.. I'll b walkin awkwardly still i gues..
I'm sorry I couldn't make it fo today.. Guess I need to rest n restrategise my lifestyle for now.. I would like to thank panadol cold for helping me this few days...
Uh, I'm not the only person who's not fully fit i my family.. My lil bro took part in his 1st Silat Grasio comp.. He got 3rd!! Congrats man!! Reli proud of ye.. But then, He got bad bruises on his shin(s).. The bruise is almost s big s an egg.. But I noe he'll b alryt.. N my lil sis, its a pity she got her knee injured.. Its similar to Ow's i tink, But reli not that serious cz se can "walk" ah.. Got injured while playin Hopscotch wt her pri skl frens.. Guess they miss the times when they were at TKP.. So, she went to see her Sport's School Physio.. So far no big, just lent her crutches n teach some exercises.. But she's determined n she can walk, even up the stairs, w/out the crutches..
S for me, I'm lookin forward to my NS check-up tmr.. Lookin forward to the test.. Esp the hearing n IQ test... Cz I reli wanna noe if there's anythin wrong wit my hearing.. N, let's see the IQ test..
K, sometimes being on the mrt can b boring... So, to fill up my time, I either think of what I can do, smsin or talkin on d phone.. K u noe la.. But most of the times, I'll jus b lookn round..
N here's somethin that was on the back of a man's shirt.. Ya, i even had the time to take out my phone in the crowded mrt n type it out.. K, it mus hav been some lame Thai shirt wit lousy English.. So I corrected it abit...
Different people perceives it differently, Some judge it as having economic value, Time is Money! While some say time can fly, especially people are getting older. But time can drag, so Time Management and Discipline is essential.
Ok, I was listenin to a song otw to skl.,. The song "My Guardian Angel", i tink, came up.. So, I was so engrossed in the song.. K, I admit i can b abit too artistic.. In d sense that when I was hearing it, I imagine myself in it.. I imagine possible video scenarios I can come up wit for d song.. I imagine artworks n motion pictures wit it... Reli too into the song... All these happened while walking to skl... S I did, I dint realise I was crossing a road, w/out lookin LEFT, RIGHT LEFT den cross... Jus kept on walkin wit my mind totally into the song.. SUDDENLY....... HONK!!!!! A car Honked ryt at me, It slowed down jus in front of me, instead of bangin me... I was damn lucky... I was too shocked that aft pausing to notice the honk for 1/2 a sec, I jogged out of the road n just carried on till Im out of sight... Heh, reli fortunate...
N it happened the day when I was told not to take life for granted...
Wow... K, I've learnt not to b too engrossed in my fantasy world when music comes to life in my ear.. N I'll b more wary... Be wary? yea
My printer ran out of ink So went to skl to print the phy test pprs.. Quite alot.. Hopefully I can do it all.. Somemore, I dint bring enuf pprs.. Even though I printed 2 pages on 1 sheet.. Only printed half of what's neeeded, N I've already used up bout2cm thick of pprs...
Yea alot but must n can do..
I'm sorry DAMY I cant make it on Fri.. But, we meet up when we all free ya? Abu, if u readin this, do tell me where's that place u got planned..
Alright, work hard ppl, JIA YOU!!!
I've been contemplatin btwn fish n bear... But Fish wiil always triumph for me...
Ok... Someone called me an "over-achiever".. I dun even dare to associate myself with it.. Lookin back, I'm nowhere near to it at my current state... There's so much I'm not doin.. I've failed to meet many expectations..
So, izit cause of last year that ppl expect from m?
There was a joke among retainees.. That u'll own j1 n get top academic awards... N den know nuts bout j2 stuff....
heh, happening to me?
But I refuse to back down anymore.. I lost confidence in myself..
But I wanna gain it back!!
So reflection time?
What did I do last year that I dint do this year? I thought n thought...
N ding-ding-ding!!!
Organisation!! Think last year, at the start, I had dis desire, Let's make it a worthwhile year.. It was, it sparked, motivation, passion, better attention span n being organised..
Obviously its too late to do all that aft all d lessons re over.. So, I jus have to b organised s much s I can 1st... Den, the rest shud follow..
So, Im doin that, Wit a total revamp of my room... If u had seen my room, U might get lost in it?
haha, k damn exaggerated but yea.. U wouldn't wanna call it yr room... But I've learnt... N thx to my FISH!!!
I dunno what the football world has turned to.. Managers gettin sacked.. When they've achieved milestones that previous managers couldn't.. Standard of football has reached sky high in my opinion.. That every club wants to achieve the best they can.. Mayb thru monetory encouragements... But still, makes me wonder how would the next generation of football be like..
Wells, so does it concern me? M I one of those in the next generation of footballers?...
Ans: Most prob not... Ppl r still puzzled y I hang my boots early.. Sayin usually they do that at 30-35.... But what have I done?
Honestly, I dunno... Its jus a decision Im makin now.. Im sorry if hearts were broken when I decided not to play for inter-house.. But, other than the testimonial, I have no intention of playin soccer...
But believe me that soccer is still one of my great passions.. I'll still read up on soccer news, I'll still watch ppl playin soccer when I walk pass them.. I'll still chat bout it.. N I'LL DEFINITELY REMEMBER TEAM YJC SOCCER!!!! But, playin it will b a different story..
Thx ppl for the greetings n Bday wishes... Today was one bday that had some nice stuff... Even though it ended on a bad note, Overall it was a good one...
The most significant sms wish i got was from Ow!! It was very inspirational.... But the thing is..... He dint noe it was my Bday.... So it was damn random but a nice Bday wish... Thx bro!!!
K, my family n cuz, aunts, uncles n all had Father's Day-cum-my Bday.. Mom booked a futsal field at Tamp SAFRA for 2 hrs juz now... We all played n enjoyed myself...
Oh ya, if any of u happen to read this, thx for the presents... Amazingly, those were the things that I was cotemplatin on buyin..
Anyway, in the evening had a buffet dinner at Straits Kitchen.. Asian concept, quite nice ah... But they have a Bday special for me... Whilst eating, all the staff from waiters, waitresses, chefs, manager... All of them came to our table wit a slice of pandan cake wit a candle n pineapple tart on it.. Told me to stand up... N the whole staff sang a unique Bday song for me... Rather touching n sweet of them...
But the funny thing was my cuz.. A Pri 1 kid who's very hyper-active, cant stay still n likes to lead in his own way,, What he did was that he called the waiter... Sayin its my cuz bday(Think he's proud of it) But they misinterpret him n thought it was his bday too... So they did d same thing.. They gathered wit the cake... Came to our table.. N we were shocked y they came a 2nd time... So, its amazing that a small boy can cause so much confusion.. In the end, they gave d cake to him.. Haha, if u were there it was reli funny...
But, aft all that, I felt uneasy... N vomited... Trust me the food is good n safe,, Cz the rest r ok... So, it muz have been me.. Either the food i ate(choc milkshake wit sweet sour sauce wit egg) Mayb.. Or jus me eating too fast..
Yup, but Im ok now.. N gonna go skl wit happy thoughts from me day...
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
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