Ok...
Someone called me an "over-achiever"..
I dun even dare to associate myself with it..
Lookin back,
I'm nowhere near to it at my current state...
There's so much I'm not doin..
I've failed to meet many expectations..

So, izit cause of last year that ppl expect from m?

There was a joke among retainees..
That u'll own j1 n get top academic awards...
N den know nuts bout j2 stuff....

heh, happening to me?

But I refuse to back down anymore..
I lost confidence in myself..

But I wanna gain it back!!

So reflection time?

What did I do last year that I dint do this year?
I thought n thought...

N ding-ding-ding!!!

Organisation!!
Think last year, at the start,
I had dis desire,
Let's make it a worthwhile year..
It was,
it sparked, motivation, passion, better attention span n being organised..

Obviously its too late to do all that aft all d lessons re over..
So, I jus have to b organised s much s I can 1st...
Den, the rest shud follow..

So, Im doin that,
Wit a total revamp of my room...
If u had seen my room,
U might get lost in it?

haha, k damn exaggerated but yea..
U wouldn't wanna call it yr room...
But I've learnt...
N thx to my FISH!!!