Facts about Dinie

2010-08-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

http://www.mysoju.com/king-of-baking-kim-tak-goo/

2010-03-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

K I really wonder will there be anybody who would even bother to read my blog...

Wanted to title it s the same title Lelin gave 4 her latest post...

awkward continuation to a dormant blog

Cause it really is....
Anyway, for those who know me when I previosly wrote this blog,
I've totally changed into a new person that I dont think u'll even recognize me..

I'm into K-pop like KARA, Shinee, SNSD ok la...

I've became dammmmmmnnnnn fat...

I realised that being bitchy is soooooo fun...

I've tried swearing....

I retired from soccer, but recently played a game..

I dont even know who I am now n cant rmb how I was last time...

N I kinda think I'm multi-polar...

Someone who has multiple personalities, like u know split personality...

But for me, I have many different ones....

Its like I've drastically changed myself every time I'm with a different person....

So forgive my confusion...

But just wanna say that I kinda miss my jc times....

Bloody miss the soccer boys n my class...

My teachers too......

Heh but we miss what we don't have...

But anyway, if anythin do contact me ya, so we can meet up or wat...

I missed the chi new yr get together session....... Hz......

But I kinda understand y though...

But Im hoping there'll be more opportunities to meet up aite?

Call me if anythin....

Miss everybody that I've known in my life ryt now...

2009-01-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

I felt bored and aimless today..
Kept playin xbox for 5-7 hrs?
Ya, felt s though I was lifeless wit no real aim to go for..
But guess that's only today..
I think I miss doin my previous project at my work place...
Had fun doin it,
makin s much s 20+ leads on days when I'm not sick..

Hmm, I rmbred I told Mr Heng that I miss studyin..
Tink its reli healthy to get yr mind exercised...
So, I'll study n revise my conversational mandarin...
Yea, at least go bit of mind-exercise to do when Im not workin..

Haha my bro jus came back,
n he told me he got calls to wish him all the best for his results tml...
No matter wat,
I believe he can do it...
All the best yea?

N that reminds me...
this is my 2nd last wkend till my NS..
Not reli nervous..
But OK la......

Anyway,
my boredom led me to do this interestingly weird thing..

Rules & Regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little facts as well asstate this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names
* NO TAGS BACK! *

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me.
1) OK I admit, I've eaten oreo wit soy sauce b4(for fun)
2) I'm pretty laid-back but pretty meticulous
3) I had fallen out of love for soccer but feelin that love back again(bit-by-bit though)
4) I feel I need medical/psychological attention for my eating disorders
5) I was a cookie addict..
6) I dance in public when I hear songs(anywhere n anytime)
7) I lost 7 kg after the A lvls by just (tryin) to eat lesser
8) Even though there r ppl I noe who feel that I'm a matured person,
I feel I'm one of d most unmatured-thnking person that I noe off..
9) I tink I like attention, but I dunno how to grab it properly..
10) I'm usually confused cz I tink too straight or too out-of-the-box

And these ppl are tagged!!~ Your turn:
1) the last person that tagged my blog
2) 2nd last person who tagged my blog
3) 3rd last person who tagged my blog
4) 4th last person who tagged my blog
5) 5th last person who tagged my blog
6) The person who's reading my blog now.. yes you!!!!
7) The last person who read my blog but dint tag
8) 2nd last person who read my blog but dint tag
9) 3rd last person who read my blog but dint tag
10) Anybody la...........

2009-01-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

Would say today has been a "great" day but not so eventful mayb..
I jus bought new specs..
For Army's sake,
I need black..
But my long eyelashes limits my options to metal specs..
Rather than cheaper version of plastic specs...
If not,
my lashes will become like car wipers car...

Anyway, got a reebok black specs..
a shop offered 250 for the same pair,
Got it at a discounted n futher bargained price of 160 frm another shop...

Wells, gettin my pay on Mon,
so feeling I shud hav enuf to pay for it when I collect it then...
Shall not disclose how much my pay though...

NS, here I come...
Ryt aft I fnd my NS list n letters...

Wells, anothr thing..
On the way back,
saw this big dog..
I dint notice it cz was lookin down s I walk..
But when I saw it..
It stared at me...
Stared n den it crawled to me..
I was shocked..
It was heading towards my leg...
It looked innocent though...
But I wasn't gonna take any chances..
It barked..
Then I had some mixed emotions within me...
Fear, anxiety, anger(not really ah), excitement...
It barked..
N I shouted at it...
Wolf Wolf WOlf
AAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!
It barked one more time,
n then it ran away....
I sighed a relief...

But then I got scared for the dog...
It ran to the road..
Without lookin right, left n right again
A lorry was on the road...
It was bout to hit the dog...
But lucky the lorry stopped jus in time..
The dog escaped n continued its scared run...
Without even realising that it could hav ended its life...

2009-01-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

Still workin on me blog,
But jus hav lesser time to work on it cz of work n tendin to my injured loved ones..

So this few moments make me realise that we need to appreciate them..
My sis for instance,
She's one of the most disciplined sportsperson I noe,
it has contributed to her success s a great netball player in Sports Skl...
But sometimes,
fate can b cruel...
She injured her knee,
jus underwent an operation..
N the pain is really unbearable for her...

But,
"What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger"
So, she can n will b stronger...
I often told her that she's disciplined but lazy...
Unlike her brothers who are hardworking but not so disciplined...

Actually, she's a real hard worker...
When her coaches told other parents bout Zahirah's story,
I was soo touched I almost cried...
Proud of her!!!
No matter what,
I got yr back n support if u need any knee assistance...

B strong yea?

2009-01-05T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hz,
Dislocated my shoulder again....
N I was jus lying in bed...
I dun regret the shoulder op though..
Uh not much...
But it confirms one thing,
I tink I'll have 2 b wary of it in NS...

Yea,
I'll b a shaven head...
But I'm kinda used to it I guess?
Yas told me I look like a turtle...
Hmmm,
I let u all decide....

2009-01-04T12:46:00.002+08:00

OOoops,
Looks like I finally got a new skin..
I tink its great...
But dunno y cant see some of the earlier pix that I manage to put up...
N a ridiculously big pic of m600i is there...
haha but still,
happy wit this skin n the yr 2009 will hopefuly b a better one I guess...

Trust me, my life will b more enjoyable to read...

2009-01-04T11:39:00.002+08:00

Ok, I failed again in putting up another blogskin..
Somethin wrong wit my account?
Nah, tink I'm jus not IT-Savvy enuf...

So, its been a very long break for me..
From work that is...
I dint reli do well on my last few days of work...
Dint meet 15 successful calls a day for d those days..
But if I count,
Its still average 15 a day still...
So hoping tml I'll b able 2 go all-out...
Convince ppl, I will...

But jus out of curiousity,
I searched thru some pics for my job,
Here's some weird ones...

Ok, I dunno what started it...
But pls dun kill me....

Well, no wondr my parents dint want me 2 b one at 1st...

Anyway,
Shud b gettin my pay soon...
N, since I'm goin NS,
I need a non-camera fone..
So, here's my 1st choice at the moment...

2009-01-03T17:35:00.000+08:00

Ok, its an old movie...

But I jus watched it recently...
TWICE in 2 days...
I can say its on my fav list of movies any day...
Touching n nice..
Its a true story,
N I reli feel for those ppl..
Seriously,
We got it lucky here in Singapore,
Safe from most of the guns n violence that happens a lot in America...

Hmmm, come to think of it...
I tink the movie is a source of inspiration for Obama's campaign..
Fighting to overcome "colour barriers"
Believe in change...
I can say I kinda support Obama during the preliminary stages...
N I do hope that things will get better...

Wells, for me,
things r better...
My close ones r no longer in hospital,
My health is back...
N I'm losing weight?
last time I checked, i lost 5 kg oredy,
n I dint do any intense exercise or whatsoever..

So, my new years resolution:
To get back to 70kg by end of yr...
(If I lost 5kg in a month, its reli possible)

N ya, i got no other aims yet...
I'm pretty clueless s to wat to aim for curently...
Wells, let's get thru work 1st,
den decide aft goin in2 NS...

Oh ya, happy new year everybody..
there's somethin weird wit me hp,
so cant sms it out 2 everybody but still
may it bring good fortune to all of us...

2008-12-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from KK Hospital..
My sis jus had an op for her torn ACL tissue on her knee..
Wish her all the best n a very super-sonic speedy recovery..

I'll talk bout my sis touching story to her recovery some other time...

Wells, I've been sick for more than a week oredy...
Stubborn sickness won't leave me...
But I'm kinda 2 blame cz I kpt workin...
N was worried cz I've been goin 2 the hospital 3 times...
Different occassions every time..
Even visit to doc dint help...
Well again stupid of me I went to a mosque camp yest...
N now havin sore throat..

Anyway, the Masjid camp was FUN...
Wow dint expect to meet diff types of characters...
PLayed games..
I even sang abit of Miss Independent in front of the whole group..
Learnt some tings to do when someone got possessed...
But the games were pretty engaging...

Hz, pity I had to leave early...
Since had work d next day n was sick...
that's y lost my voice earlier aft shouting cheering...

Imagine....
"Hello Good Afternoon, can i SPEEEEEEEEEEEEEK to....."

2008-12-24T12:44:00.000+08:00

Go Google,

Type out "dinie"

N press I'm Feeling lucky..

Guess what?

U'll end up at my blog...

Whoah, looks like my blog is the 1st link when dinie is typed out.

Looks like I'm the most famous dinie in the world ryt now...

Hahaha Cool, honoured but pressured...

So, I must livened my blog up..

Finally my break from work.

Its fun but I jus happened to b sick ryt now..

But I'm more worried bout somethin else at the moment..

hope u'll b alryt.........

Anway,

Ya, seems best if I change my blogskin...

Rmb Basith told me months ago that my blogskin spoilt my blog..

N yes I'll make it more exciting..

But for now,

Spare me a few days n then it'll b in a better condition...

Let's say its under reconstruction for the mean time...

Take care ppl n Merry Christmas!!!!!

2008-12-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

Finally got a job!!!

All I can say bout the job is its at centrepoint..
Telemarketer/surveyor wit a basic pay...
But good money n good job...
Freakin nervous when I finally made my 1st "successful",
at my 1st attempt too...
Though I tink I had forgotten something impt,
it went well I guess..

Haha, n met up wit some of my classmates...
It was last min,
But they were surprised to see me...
haha u noe ppl all round us were shocked when u all suddenly call out my name,
ppl at escalator n all around us were lookin at us...
heh
Kinda wasted that I wasn't informed bout it earlier though...

So,
if that's the case.
I'm gonna delay my Anna-Hannah project for a lil while..
Work will keep me occupied 8hrs a day; 5 days a wk,

Till then,
Enjoy till results r out or ns comes yr way..

2008-12-06T10:09:00.000+08:00

Ok, I dunno y I've been havin probs tryin to upload pix...
Must b my comp...

But anyways,
DAMY!!!
It was fun aft so long...
For those who dunno DAMY,
that's my PW group n even aft all of us kinda went our separated ways..
It felt like the bond was still there..

D--> Dinie
A--> Abu = the cool laid-back guy in the team, always coming up wit fun things to do...
M--> Michelle = the caring yet mean but fun joking member that fuzzy wuzzy likes (lol)
Y --> Yi wa = the ultra cute member that we all miss so much n fuzzy wuzzy dun like.. heh

Thx all for such a memorable time..
N yes I wun expose our pw vids for the public to see

I shud cherish my group of frens actually,
Will b goin NS soon so wun see them much..
YJ Soccer,
Reli appreciate n I'm reli not bluffin when I said its the best team I've played wit...
DAMY too...
Nvr had a more fun group to work wit..

Actually,
My whole time in YJC was great...
I wonder how I'll turn out to be in the real world..
But jus cherish. learn n move on..

Till then take care for now ya?
Might reli work on my story n put it up very soon

2008-12-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

K, today's job huntin wasn't a success..
Went almost all round S'pore,
Town, Jurong, Yishun, Toa Payoh, almost went to paya lebar..
N even made 5-6 calls for jobs...
But all of them either said
"Sorry there's no vacancy" or
"We'll call u back"
But my phone hasn't ringed much for the past 2 weeks...

So, ya i'm jus hopin to get one at least...

oh ya,
Zafrie jus got accepted to work at a hotel..
For me,
I jus dun dare cz I'm very clumsy in my opinion...
Afraid I have to pay them for broken stuff rather than they pay me....

Heh, kk

here's a random pic of me I found quite some time ago...

2008-12-04T10:07:00.000+08:00

Ok, i'm gonna b on a job-hunting spree now...
Hopefully i get one favourable job...

But I'm more hoping i can still travel wit my achin heel n knee..
Uh,
if anybody wanna find out bout my bro,
His name's Zafrie,
He's not playin for club,
Part of St. Pat's soccer team,
Jus graduated n waitin for his O lvl results..
Yes he's express, so he's a smart mat....
N sorry girls, he's taken...

Ok,
I'm like advertisin him,
But yea,
Basith was right...
We're the "Brothers of Destruction"

We were wrestling fans the other time,
So once I nicknamed us that cz we played well tog last time..

kk,
uh jus another random stuff,
When I first heard n saw this music vid,
I kinda fell in love wit the song..
But not s much now..
Nevertheless,
Lemme put it up one last time b4 i grow out of love wit it...

2008-12-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

My left heel and right knee hurt...
But its all worth it...

hahahaha
Its been s-o-o-o-o-o-o long since i touched that round thing tat rolls....
I missed soccer alot...
ok so invited my lil bro along..
So u all still agree that he's better than me fight?
heh, but I'm at least happy that I can still play...
But my stamina's the pits even though i dun even smoke or whatever...
I needa train on that...

Ok, lucky fi convince me not 2 join the standard chartered marathon...
haha I wonder if I can still survive 42km now..
Tink can ah but at a reli reli slow pace..

K for now,
I jus wanna take a short rest...
N reli, YJC soccer rocks no matter what the critics say...
heh ya we know who our critics are...

2008-12-01T13:22:00.000+08:00

update on my story,
It was tough to consider S'pore setting..
Cz i gotta consider NS for guys n hostel lodgin in Uni...
Might rersearch on the facilities there 1st...
But I searched thru the hist of the characters n roughly noe how to go bout...
Only prob is that my family doin some end-of-year cleanin,
N somehow, I dunno where all my plannin is at..
but wun b deterred,
its all in the mind...

Last night for me was...... Nerve-wrecking...
But i tink it all paid off...
Dint tink her intro would b so fast..
But I'm glad it went smooth...
Acceptance... Yes!!!!

Anway, there was a period of time I was liking tectonic dance
Some said it looks gay on guys but i like it a lot somehow..
But afraid to reli go all out for it cz of my dislocated shoulder...

Ah!!! jus dislocated it again 2 days ago...
But nvm, fr yr viewing pleasure,
here's a tectonic dance I got from youtube

2008-11-29T14:47:00.003+08:00

Wells, its been so long,
I tink, since I last posted...
I got abit of feedback for the story..
But hz, sadly only 2-3 ppl...
Since they said good,
with exception of Basith who said its long-winded...
I'm gonna write the story..
I'll put it on a diff blog...
Den put the link n hope u'll enjoy reading it..

Ok, wells, had one of the most WOW nights of my life 2 nights ago..
Almost got in2 a fight...
But realised how impt my family is to me...
I guess I'll have to b more appreciative of what's happenin at home..
Hey,
Peaceful-loving Dinie (almost) gettin to a fight is a big deal u noe...

Kk, wun bother wit too long of a post..
Till then if u're lookin forward to my story,
Really the credits go to a comic i'm interested in at the moment...
Title... NANA
Mayb that's y I subconsciously wanna name my characters Anna n Hannah...

haha kk tc for now..

2008-11-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

Wells, so far I've not find a suitable part-time job..
So I'm plannin to spend some time writing a story..
I got an inspiration from an anime comic book i recently read..
So, plannin to see whether I can convert it to a Singaporean context..

Ok u noe usually there r some books that have a small excerpt,
mainly to entice u 2 read more of the book..
So I'll give a preview of one of the small drama n excitement I plan to put in the story..
Pls do give me comments like
Whether its a good read n shud try pursue it,
or if its a waste of time n do something more meaningful in life...

Here it goes...
I'm calling this "story of mine" => Hannah-Anna

"How could you do that to Hannah you Bastard?!
Chee Bai, she's so concerned for you and you gop wasting your time with that bitch over there!"

Anna pointed to the sobbing Cassie. You could see Anna's pointing arm shivering.
Not with fear, but to contain the blood boiling from within.

Jason just froze.
He was numbed by the actions of the angry lady in front of him.
In fact, nobody moved.
Nobody could take what they've seen tonight.
It was just too......... awkward.."

"Talk you fucking bastard! Why I outta.."
Anna raised her fist.
It was heading for his face,
and yet, Jason couldn't react.
Mayb he felt it was his fate to accept the deserved punishment from her punch.
He just closed his eyes,
embracing what was about to come...

"NO DON'T!!!"

Suddenly, Cassie went right in between the two of them,
ready to accept the blow for him instead.
Fortunately, or unfortunately,
Anna stopped her fist just in time before it hit anyone.
It was more out of confusion, wondering,
What's wrong with this bitch?

"If you wanna hit someone, hit me!
I was the one who kept insisting even though I knew he was attached."

The boiling point within Anna just toned down a notch.
She unclenched her fist as she relexed her body,
but just a little bit.
She stared at the seemingly innocent teary eyes of Cassie's.

"You got balls girl...."
"Hey Hannah, don't you wanna fight for your man?"

Finally the attention shifted to Hannah.
She was in distraught.
Her eyes were puffed up with tears.
Obviously!
Who wouldn't feel like that after seeing her boyfriend hugging Cassie the way he did earlier.
She was angry.
But her anger just converted into tears.
She just felt helpless.
Why should I fight?

"I don't wanna fight for a man like that!"

Her fairytale relationship had just ended.
Hannah just wanted to run away from there.
She finally realised how unidealistic the real world is from the fairy tales she have always dreamt of.
So, Hannah quickly took Anna by the hand and ran away as fast as she could with her.
She didn't know where she was heading,
But, for both Hannah and Jason,
there was no turning back now........

"If it wasn't for Anna that night,
I would have thrown myself into the Singapore River....."
- Hannah

So ppl, hope u like it...
Tag for comments pls n thx...

2008-11-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

Ok...
You see the video down there...
When u play it,
Close yr eyes n listen to the song....
Enjoy....

I noe its pretty temptin to open yr eyes n say...
Who's this singer?
His name is Milow....

Anw,
I tink i got a growing wisdom tooth...
Hurts...............
But,.....
I'm pretty lucky that it came on my last ppr...
N not durin the A's...
Would have been cursin my luck then...
Seriously it is the best timin to get it...
Now, my aim is to lose those fats...
N an achin tooth willl make me eat slower,
hence n hopefully lesser...

Now its less input,
more output...
Dinie, kill those fats!!!!!

2008-11-19T03:59:00.002+08:00

Ok, myprevioyus post was a wste of space..
Cz I still failed to upload the pix I want...

Anw, end of A's....
Finally my 100th post to announce it...

Wells, I dint reli celbrate the end of A's greatly..
But it was still good nonetheless...
All those lame n funny comments...
N Tropic Thunder!!!!!!
I thought it would b a shitty nonsensical movie...
But it turned out better than expected...
Reli funny in my opinion...

I heard that for a NC16 Movie,
U can say the word "fu*k" only once....
So, if u watchin tis M18 movie,
U'll noe why its M18.......

Anw,
I realised that I shud cherish my loved ones....
Usually,
I'm the type of person who likes to maintain good relations wit everybody...
But realised that it cant happen always....
So, no matter what,
I'l stand up for n be there for my loved ones....

N ya, I kinda agree wit JJ bout the post-A-lvl syndrome thingy...
We feel lost n suddenly a major goal in life is gone...
What shud we do?
For some, end of A's hasn't sinked in yet...
N those still havin ppr...
Lucks n all the best ya....

Anw, here's Katy Perry, my fav singer at the moment...

2008-11-16T03:22:00.000+08:00

2008-11-05T23:22:00.003+08:00

Heh
My 98th post..
Finally a breather during the A lvl weeks..
Ok, naturally I'll talk bout the A's...

But I'll talk bout some personality test 1st...
S of now,
I still dunno what can or shud I do...
What course shud I go for?
What future is in store for me after the A's...
So, my tuition cher recommended some personality test..
Upon his own questions for me,
N another short online test of it that I tried,
I'm an ESTP..
Hmmm, n according to the test,
I'm suited for a promoter...
Eh, mayb I can...

Cz that reminded me when I was in sec 2..
I took part in this business competition..
A group of us jus randomly made a wind-chime out of recycled materials..
N we're suppose to sell it n give them our business proposal..

We qualified for the finals...
But the finals was a different thing altog..
We hav to make a few of our product..
N sell it all...
But our customers are the judges..
Imagine the best teams trying to get the judges attention n stuff..
Winner gets a free trip to Silicon Valley!!!

N the thing that I'll rmb the most,
Was dat we have to go on stage n advertise our product to the judges..
We had no idea what to do..
Till a fren made a stupid(but brilliant) joke..
Last time my nickname was Monyet(Monkey in Malay)..
Den he said let's get dinie the Monkey found the wind-chime n play it like a monkey..
Heh, I agreed....
So when its our groups turn,
I crawled on the stage like a monkey
Sayin "Hu hu hu"
Den s i reached our wind-chime,
I looked at it like a confused monkey n pretend to "HU" at it..
So when the wind-chime turned,
I jumped around like an excited monkey on fire...
Very happy that a mokey discovered a new toy...
Den at the background, my fren said
"Buy the thing, even monkeys can use it"
Or something like that...
So, after that I looked in front n everybody was laughin..
They really enjoyed it...
The judges were impressed n s I went down the stage,
the main judge laughed n gave me a thumbs up...
haha wah that made me happy...
But that was when I realised that everybody atsuntec city was luaghin at me..
Huh? I acted like a monkey in front of everybody?
Shit!!! I made a fool of myself....
But it was for a good cause...

But I made a bad decision of choosin the wrong marketing strategy..
But we were at least happy to get 6th...
6th in the nation not bad ah...

Oh ya, when givin the award n presents,
the main judge, think its Tim Draper....
Told everyone after I got my token from him..
"This boy has the potential to get far"
But at that time,i was too shy to reply..

Ok so I've been having this potential...
N its time to put it to realisation..
Potential forthe A's 1st...
Then ltr do it s a promoter, engineer, teacher...
Or whatsoever..

Oh ya,
GP was bit unexpected...
Thought history would come out for essay,
But came out for compre instead...
Essay, I did the physical features qn...
Dint reli complete it s I would prefer to,
But it was ok I guess...
Math n Phy was do-able,
But guess stamina-wise made me lose some marks due to carlessness...
But getting A's for all my subs(GP too hopefully)
still a definite possibility...

We've done our best,
Give it our best shot,
No regrets...
Cz "What's worse than losing is giving up"

2008-10-09T00:16:00.002+08:00

Ok, some r embarassed if they were 2 tell ppl their weight..
Well, Im nt rpoud of it...
But I'm 80kg!!!
Sia la, tink overweight..
Mayb severely overweight......
Man I need to lose some pounds...
For sure I dint gain any muscles,
Cz dint even jog or any form of exercise...

So, i'll start bit now,
Den go all d way aft A's....

Though I can still play soccer that day.....

Its ok..
Dinie will lose the weight...
Test yrself tis month
To the max, all the way!!!!!!!!

2008-10-04T10:38:00.002+08:00

Happy Grad day to all JC2 YJCians.!.!.

What a last day it was for me...

I had 2 made a speech...
Tink Im the only person who knows that I have stage freight..
So, was freakingly nervous...
Thought i forgot 2 bring my speech again,
But fun it in my pocket otw 2 mosque..
Then I left it at the mosque...
So, ya, felt that nervous feeling again...

But, very lucky it went pretty smooth...
Though I tink I stumbled abit..
Thee were some cock-ups thruout,
But my opinion, it was better than I expected...

Aft party was FUN!!!!
Pix wit class,
Climbed up to the top of hall n took pix wit soccer boys...
Cheering up there was like wow...
haha n Aznor was scare like shit....
But baik Aznor...

Obviously Fazil was next...
Poled him to the goalpost(small)...
Den Ben Quek...
Crispin n Kiat almost....
But fun la!!!

BUT THE MOST FUN!!!!
Was when I finally played soccer on d Bball court....
Man I MISS SOCCER!!
It was great passing n kickin n dribbling...
haha n sorry Ram,
Had 2 end it off wit one of my best goals...
Felt good but reli Im not a soccer god la...
Nonsense but it was jus letting off some steam from not touching the ball for so long...

Wells, otw back,
jus reminisce all the times I had in YJ....
Those "intense JC years"...
Im fortunate to have 3 years of JC life...
Weird but yes...
This had been the most impactful years...
The ones who has defined me the most so far...

Surprised but thanks to all the tchers n frens I met...

So all the best to everybody,
A levels,, Promos, whatever,,,
Give it yr best ya?

"Thank you for giving everything you've got,
And we too will give everythin that we've got"

2008-09-13T22:06:00.002+08:00

I've nvr seen Man U play dis bad b4...
Almost beyond belief...
They played such a great 1st 10 mins..
But so many errors...
Bad passes, bad moving,
Defence was ok..

But reli, credit to Liverpool...
They played n pressured that Man U choked...
Berbatov played a good 10mins but otherwise......
Riera was great..

Ok, I talked s though I watched d whole game,
heh, only watch 1st 10mins n 2nd half...

Wells, mayb I miss soccer, but that's another story..
Prelim results was mixed feelings for me..

On one hand, happy I did alryt for some subjects..
GP was my best n Math to a certain extent cz got S...
But could hav done better for Phy n Hist..
N sacrificed my CSE for the other subs,
but D for it is still ok i guess..

OK,
So this means,
I can actually do better...
N I ought to..
Confidence is like a sinosuidal curve ryt now..
But its bout time for me to get the average RMS-value for my curve..
Consistency...

Today, caught up wit d lack of slp...
So, will carry on wit my nocturnal mode,
Even though I noe its not d best for me..

But,
Its all for the A's baby......
Jus wait till the end of A's...
Till then,
anybody need to reach me,
sms me ya?

Oh ya,
Mr Fagilistic, updated but sorry not consistent ah..
Cz wanna make my 100th post to announce the end of A's...

2008-08-27T12:23:00.002+08:00

Prelims over!!!
N Im sick...
Hz, wells, I reli hope I recover fully..
Cz the past few days,
Dint feel that good..

Honestly,
The prelims week had been an intense week..
There are lots of non-academic things that reli tested me..
Studyin too was pretty tough..
I tried to cramp n practise s much s I can..
Proud to say I survived,
What I consider s the most hellish period of my life...
Guess that's y it sucked the energy out of me..

But now, Im takin a break..
So, that depends on how well I recover today..
I doubt I'll b able to make it tml
N I noe my mom will keep pressurin me 2 go skl too..
But, I'll see how Im feelin by tonight..

K, mayb I wun get to know my marks yet
But I reli hope I did good..
My initial aim was gettin all Cs for my subs,
Except for math which I aimed to pass..

But, lookin at how I did my pprs,
Realistically, I hope I pass everythin at least...
Think I need the sleep...

So, sorry to readers who've been checkin my blog..
I'll still stick to my blog aim,
Using my 100th post to announce end of the A's..
So, let's all wish each other the best n lucks for the A's..

2008-07-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

Weird quiz thing.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.

3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

4. With the answers down, or even comment on it.

5. Tag 5 people.

1) How are you feeling today

You'll be safe here - Rivermaya
[Hmm, ya safe in my arms baby..]

2) Will you get far in life

That's My Goal - Shayne Ward

[Yea man, get far in life is my goal!!]

3) What's your best friend's theme song

No You hang up - Shayne Ward
[Then wouldn't that make him/her my enemy?]

4) What is the story of your life

Where you from Nigga' - TRU
[My story aint impt.. What's yrs?]

5) What was high school like

One Wish - Ray J
[Well, its not that lovey-dubey]

6) How can you get ahead with life

Fujin Athem
[K, after listenin n dancing o this song, I scored against RJ.. Yea, this is hw..]

7) Whats the best thing about your friends

My Butterfly - Hafiz As'ari
[K this song is sweet, yea my frens r sweet too..??]

8) Describe your grandparents.

Nakal - Gigi
[Hahahaha my grandparents Naughty!?!?!]

9) How's your life going

Won't go home without you - Maroon 5
[K, mayb bit sucky..]

10) What will be played at my funeral

Impacto - Daddy Yankee feat Fergie
[Uh........ mayb my death will b a blast 4 everyone?]

11) Will you have a happy life

My life be like - Grits
[Wells, what a cliffhanger... Let us wait n see...]

12) What do your friends really think of you?

Get Loose - T.I feat Nelly
[Yea.. Flexible Dinie..]

13) Do people secretly lust after you

Go on Girl - Neyo
[Hahaha ya go on girl.... Come n get me? heh..]

14) How can you make yourself happy

Misery Business - Paramore
[Ok so, I find pleasure in seein the sad stuff in life..]

15) Will you ever have children

The Anthem - Pitbull feat Lil Jon
[Ok, uh I got no response for this..]

16) What song would you strip to

Forca
[Uh, I dunno bout that... Dun think I'll even strip in the 1st place..]

17) What does your mom think of you

Run the Show - Kat Deluna feat Busta Rhymes
[Uh, I'm not the show in the family though...]

18) What is your deep, dark secret

Love in the club -Usher feat Young Joc
[Ok, I admit.... I made love there... That's my secret.. HONEST!!!!]

19) What is your enemy's theme song

Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy - Tata Young
[Hahaha lol, This must b my enemy's theme song...

20) Whats your personality like

Ah Beng song
[Uh, I noe Im quite chinesely-influenced but not ah beng ryt......]

21) What will be played at your wedding

Relax, Take it easy - Mika
[Yea man we'll jus have our wedding nice n slow in a relaxed atmosphere]

TAG FIVE PEOPLE.

LET'S SEE.

1) Basith

2) JJ

3) Haoguang

4) Madhiah

5) You, whoever reads this... =o)

2008-07-13T09:18:00.003+08:00

K, I woke up in the morn to somethin not reli expected..
But here's bit of background knowledge bout d situation:

I'm takin the A's dis year,
While my bro's takin his O's this year..
So, I believe there's some added pressure on my mom..
Mom is the kind that constantly wants us to study..
So, my bro's feeling the pressure..
Cz he hasnt been doin proper studyin for the past few years...
So he is trying but he's feeling the pressure..
Moreover, he has Silat commitments,
Cz he's performing in the National Day parade so very busy..

K back to the story...
K, I dunno y but I suddenly dun feel like telling the story..
K, bit anti-climax but I'll jus say the main things that I feel like saying..

Mom woke my bro up,
telling him to eat,
but in a shouting manner
My bro said he's full,
n den mom shouted n scolded him for not disobeyin,
also for scoldin him lazy not wanting to study n all..
Pissed, my bro argued back..

Here's his lifestyle:
Mon = Skl till 5, tuition at night
Tues = Skl till 5, Silat training at night
Wed = Skl till 5, Tuition at night
Thurs = Skl till 5, Religious class at nght
Fri = Skl till 3-4, Silat practice
Sat = National Day rehearsal almost d whole day
Sun = Still has one more tuition, n mom wanna spend time studyin wit him

Moreover, he still squeeze some time to do his homework during his breaks..
Even though its once in a while,
To me its a good achievement,
Cz he's finally doin his work..
I have to respect him for making good changes in his life..

So, can it b argued that my bro's not stressed out?
But mom fail to see that..
She thinks he's nt studyin n spendin too much time on silat..
Cz she dun see him doin it cz he's almost always out doin these stuff..

So bro argued back whether she trust him?
Wells, that's the main issue I guess..
He's not a saint n has some bad rep,
But, no matter what,
I still trust him..
Cz I love him s a bro,
I hope things would reli go well aft his Silat,
so he can channel all his energies to the O's..
If need b,
I'll teach him.
But do forgive me cz I myself got not much time in my hands..
Hope things would go alright soon..

N for my mom,
Wells, understandable cz she dun wan us to get bad grades..
So, she wants Zaf to go Poly
N she jus wants me to pass my A's..
But she doesn't noe that passes cant get me anywhere...
Currently, when I told her the subjects I passed,
She was very happy..
But I wanna score man..

But, sometimes she can b overboard..
She'll ask me n bro whether got any test today..
Whether or not I said yest or no,
sometimes, 1st thing she ask when I get back is
"How's yr exam today?"

So, guess,
that's y bro feels stress
When she keeps pesterin us to study almost everytime when she sees us at night
N keep askin for test results..
But let's jus work on our own for now yea?

We can do it with hard work,
N good strategic studyin...

K, this is my 92th post in my blog I guess..
I'll b bloggin much less..
Cz I wan my 100th post to b the post that announces the end of my A lvls...

Till then,
Mug mode...

2008-07-11T23:40:00.003+08:00

My unrealised guiding principle..
"What's worse than losing is quitting"
Amazingly, I subconciously use it..
Thx loads
Cz it'll n my guiding principle esp this few months..
Nvr quit...
Give it yr best shot ten at least no regrets aft everything's over..

Hist tmr, 10am..
Time to get rid of Penyakit M...

2008-07-11T00:34:00.002+08:00

Im finding little pleasures in life..
Jus those lil things like doin a favor for frens,
Eating a Roti John..
Able to use internet...
Looking at smiling faces..
Cz I realise there's no point bein upset...

I happen to see a fellow sklmate cried cz of stress...
I dunno d person but I hope u'll b ok and b able to handle d stress better..

I felt like that yest..
When things went reli wrong for me,
not academically...
But, i took a step back from reality n wandered n wondered...
The time i spent jus wandering aimlessly
but still focus n reflect on myself did help...
Den weird thing happened...
There was a talk on handling yrself n taking a step back to reflect earlier today...
Jus like the Muay Thai incident...
I wonder what I do next that I'll learn tmr...

2008-07-09T00:33:00.002+08:00

Previous post was supposedly my 88th post..
Nice no.
Im reli chinesely influenced..

Anyway, I gotta talk bout PE jus now..
It was reli a pleasant surprise for me..
It was a Muay Thai workshop..
N it was jus d day aft I tried d Muay Thai sparing..
Correction from my previous post..
Dint reli get hurt
instead of int reli got hurt...
So, I've come 2 d agreement with my rival for a rematch..
Since both of us received d Muay Thai trainin at d same time..
So, for those who dunno whose my rival?
Care for a guess?
Heh..

Wells, Im pretty confused as to some of d things happenin round me..
Hmm,
Dinie, dun waste yr brain cells n jus focus on using them for academic purposes..
N had math tuition earlier..
I tink I made d right decision to change tutor..
He's reli motivating in a way..
N he teaches me study n exam techniques
Reli beneficial in my opinion..

I used to have this craving for 4As in d A's...
Im getting that craving back.....

2008-07-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

Wah,
I haven checked my e-mail for almost a year....
N I jus deleted 850 unread mails.....
Admit it was a pretty waste of time..
Cz I dint noe how to jus select all 800 mails n delete it all at once..

Anw,
I tink I have this prob..
Sometimes, I either forget to sleep,
Or at times, no mood to sleep..
Will sleep v late n den wake up pretty early...
Was linkin it to havin low blood pressure,
But tink back,
Ya mayb Im jus tinkin too much n bein a lil paranoid..
But nvm bout that ah...

Random, Muay Thai can b fun...
int get reli hurt when I 1st tried a friendly spar....
But, to me, I tink I was more of Silat then Muay Thai-ing..
Ya, reminds me been a long time since I even attempted silat...
I still not sure whether I wanna continue aft my A's....
We c what d future holds...

2008-07-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

Wells, one week since end of blocks...
Mixed reactions..
I gt that wanna study feeling..
Even though not full stretch yet,
I tink its a very good start n feeling...

a B for CSE n U for Math..
Ya mixed feelings..
But hopin d rest wun screw up that badly...

oh ya, NS status: Pes C1 L1...

2008-06-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

Hey, Happy Bday!

Anyway, wanted to tell all d stuff that's happened to me..
But not enuf time
So, soon...
But, at least most recently,
Had testimonial match
Was fun but injured my ankle..
I'll b walkin awkwardly still i gues..

More news soon..

2008-06-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry I couldn't make it fo today..
Guess I need to rest n restrategise my lifestyle for now..
I would like to thank panadol cold for helping me this few days...

Uh, I'm not the only person who's not fully fit i my family..
My lil bro took part in his 1st Silat Grasio comp..
He got 3rd!!
Congrats man!!
Reli proud of ye..
But then,
He got bad bruises on his shin(s)..
The bruise is almost s big s an egg..
But I noe he'll b alryt..
N my lil sis,
its a pity she got her knee injured..
Its similar to Ow's i tink,
But reli not that serious cz se can "walk" ah..
Got injured while playin Hopscotch wt her pri skl frens..
Guess they miss the times when they were at TKP..
So, she went to see her Sport's School Physio..
So far no big,
just lent her crutches n teach some exercises..
But she's determined n she can walk,
even up the stairs,
w/out the crutches..

S for me,
I'm lookin forward to my NS check-up tmr..
Lookin forward to the test..
Esp the hearing n IQ test...
Cz I reli wanna noe if there's anythin wrong wit my hearing..
N, let's see the IQ test..

2008-06-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

K, sometimes being on the mrt can b boring...
So, to fill up my time,
I either think of what I can do,
smsin or talkin on d phone..
K u noe la..
But most of the times,
I'll jus b lookn round..

N here's somethin that was on the back of a man's shirt..
Ya, i even had the time to take out my phone in the crowded mrt n type it out..
K, it mus hav been some lame Thai shirt wit lousy English..
So I corrected it abit...

Different people perceives it differently,
Some judge it as having economic value,
Time is Money!
While some say time can fly,
especially people are getting older.
But time can drag,
so Time Management and Discipline is essential.

2008-06-13T10:24:00.002+08:00

I almost died yest.....

Ok, I was listenin to a song otw to skl.,.
The song "My Guardian Angel", i tink, came up..
So, I was so engrossed in the song..
K, I admit i can b abit too artistic..
In d sense that when I was hearing it,
I imagine myself in it..
I imagine possible video scenarios I can come up wit for d song..
I imagine artworks n motion pictures wit it...
Reli too into the song...
All these happened while walking to skl...
S I did,
I dint realise I was crossing a road,
w/out lookin LEFT, RIGHT LEFT den cross...
Jus kept on walkin wit my mind totally into the song..
SUDDENLY.......
HONK!!!!!
A car Honked ryt at me,
It slowed down jus in front of me, instead of bangin me...
I was damn lucky...
I was too shocked that aft pausing to notice the honk for 1/2 a sec,
I jogged out of the road n just carried on till Im out of sight...
Heh, reli fortunate...

N it happened the day when I was told not to take life for granted...

Wow...
K, I've learnt not to b too engrossed in my fantasy world when music comes to life in my ear..
N I'll b more wary...
Be wary? yea

2008-06-12T09:56:00.002+08:00

My printer ran out of ink
So went to skl to print the phy test pprs..
Quite alot..
Hopefully I can do it all..
Somemore, I dint bring enuf pprs..
Even though I printed 2 pages on 1 sheet..
Only printed half of what's neeeded,
N I've already used up bout2cm thick of pprs...

Yea alot but must n can do..

I'm sorry DAMY I cant make it on Fri..
But, we meet up when we all free ya?
Abu, if u readin this,
do tell me where's that place u got planned..

Alright, work hard ppl,
JIA YOU!!!

I've been contemplatin btwn fish n bear...
But Fish wiil always triumph for me...

2008-06-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

[ 1 ] [ What are you doin? ]
- trying to drown myself

[ 2 ] [ What were you doin before? ]
- filling up the pool

[ 3 ] [ Who are you thinking of now? ]
- the devil i'll be meeting once i die

[ 4 ] [ What time did you sleep last night?]
- didnt sleep

[ 5 ][ What did you do last night? ]
- lost my virginity, had to do it before i died!

[ 6 ] [ What did you say last to a friend? ]
- i am off to hell

[ 7 ] [ What attracts you to the opposite sex? ]
- pimples

[ 8 ] [ What makes you happy? ]
- things that dont make me sad make me happy

[ 9 ] [ What are you wearing right now? ]
- nah totally naked, who drowns wearing clothes?.

[ 10 ] [ What will you do after answering this? ]
- i'll be filling up an entry form to hell

[ 11 ] [ Who was the last person you talked to? ]
- the devil, phoned him to ask the necessary hell documents.

[ 12 ] [ What do you want to tell ur crush but youhaven't? ]
- what else can you tell your crush?ok crush, "i love you"...haha

[ 13 ] [ When is your birthday? ]
- one of the sundays in '89..

[ 14 ] [ What you wish 4 ur birthday? ]
- erm, that i survive till my next birthday?

[ 15 ] [ When did you last cry? ]
- erm, ask my tissue box

[ 16 ][ When did you last smile? ]
- erm, it was before the last time i cried

[ 17 ] [ Why are u answering these questions? ]
- why the heck are YOU reading it then?

[ 18 ] [ When will you marry? ]
- the day after your death

[ 19 ][ When did u last receive a gift? ]
- half the time people give me slaps instead

[ 20 ] [ What are your favourites songs ]
- the one where you put your nails against the blackboard and drag it.

[ 21 ] [ Who will you vote for president? ]
- why should i vote when i am the one standing for elections?

[ 22 ] [ Who was the last person you talkedabout? ]
- definately not you.

[ 23 ] [ Who makes you happy? ]
- the people who dont make me sad

[ 24 ] [ Who do u love? ]
- the people whom i dont hate

[ 25 ] [ Who do you hate most among yourfriends? ]
- why hate them when you consider them friends?

[ 26 ] [ Who has the cutest smile you've everseen? ]
- cute means adorable but ugly...i bet YOU dont want to see your name here

[ 27 ] [ Who do you talk on d phone with often? ]
- usually the operator at 999

[ 28 ] [ Do you belong to a club in your school?
- nah, i am the owner so the club belongs to me

[ 29 ] [ How's school? ]
- i'll ask on monday and tell you when it responds

[ 30 ] [ Any regrets? ]
- yeah, but getting to know you tops that list

[ 31 ] [ Do you take drugs? ]
- cliched- i dont like the drugs but the drugs like me

[ 32 ] [ Are you a shopaholic? ]
- thats for me to know and for you to find out

[ 33 ] [ Do you have someone in mind that youwish to get marry with? ]
- yup.i am not telling you in case tou steal her

[ 34 ] [ Do you like swimming? ]
- nah, i like floating around a big depression that is filled with chlorinated water

[ 35 ] [ Do you wear eye contacts? ]
- nah, i wear ear wax instead.

[ 36 ] [ Do you kiss your parents before sleeping? ]
- ya, and did you know that i style my hairand eat breakfast before sleeping too?-_-".

[ 37 ] [ Do you e-mail your friends? ]
- nah, bad news is better via snail mail
[ 38 ] [ Hair colour? ]
- what makes you think that i am not bald?

[ 39 ] [ Feeling right now? ]
- does it matter? cause you'll be reading this a few hours later anyway

[ 40 ] [ What makes u feel that? ]
- the fact that you are wasting earth's oxygen

[ 41 ] [ How do you treat your loved ones?]
- with love la, why the heck call them loved ones then?

[ 42 ] [ Are you loved? ]
-love hates me, what do you think?

[ 43 ] [ Weather? ]
- whats the point in knowing my weather? wont it make sense to look out the window and know yours?

[ 44 ] [ What are u wishing for now? ]
- that your worst nightmare will come true.

Ok, for yr info.,
This wasn''t done by me..
Jus felt like showin it to u all...
Done pretty long time ago...
Mayb 4 years back?

Anyways, enjoy!

2008-06-08T18:37:00.002+08:00

Ok...
Someone called me an "over-achiever"..
I dun even dare to associate myself with it..
Lookin back,
I'm nowhere near to it at my current state...
There's so much I'm not doin..
I've failed to meet many expectations..

So, izit cause of last year that ppl expect from m?

There was a joke among retainees..
That u'll own j1 n get top academic awards...
N den know nuts bout j2 stuff....

heh, happening to me?

But I refuse to back down anymore..
I lost confidence in myself..

But I wanna gain it back!!

So reflection time?

What did I do last year that I dint do this year?
I thought n thought...

N ding-ding-ding!!!

Organisation!!
Think last year, at the start,
I had dis desire,
Let's make it a worthwhile year..
It was,
it sparked, motivation, passion, better attention span n being organised..

Obviously its too late to do all that aft all d lessons re over..
So, I jus have to b organised s much s I can 1st...
Den, the rest shud follow..

So, Im doin that,
Wit a total revamp of my room...
If u had seen my room,
U might get lost in it?

haha, k damn exaggerated but yea..
U wouldn't wanna call it yr room...
But I've learnt...
N thx to my FISH!!!

2008-06-04T01:08:00.002+08:00

I dunno what the football world has turned to..
Managers gettin sacked..
When they've achieved milestones that previous managers couldn't..
Standard of football has reached sky high in my opinion..
That every club wants to achieve the best they can..
Mayb thru monetory encouragements...
But still,
makes me wonder how would the next generation of football be like..

Wells, so does it concern me?
M I one of those in the next generation of footballers?...

Ans: Most prob not...
Ppl r still puzzled y I hang my boots early..
Sayin usually they do that at 30-35....
But what have I done?

Honestly, I dunno...
Its jus a decision Im makin now..
Im sorry if hearts were broken when I decided not to play for inter-house..
But, other than the testimonial,
I have no intention of playin soccer...

But believe me that soccer is still one of my great passions..
I'll still read up on soccer news,
I'll still watch ppl playin soccer when I walk pass them..
I'll still chat bout it..
N I'LL DEFINITELY REMEMBER TEAM YJC SOCCER!!!!
But, playin it will b a different story..

For now mayb...
We c what the near future holds..

2008-06-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

Thx ppl for the greetings n Bday wishes...
Today was one bday that had some nice stuff...
Even though it ended on a bad note,
Overall it was a good one...

The most significant sms wish i got was from Ow!!
It was very inspirational....
But the thing is.....
He dint noe it was my Bday....
So it was damn random but a nice Bday wish...
Thx bro!!!

K, my family n cuz, aunts, uncles n all had Father's Day-cum-my Bday..
Mom booked a futsal field at Tamp SAFRA for 2 hrs juz now...
We all played n enjoyed myself...

Oh ya, if any of u happen to read this,
thx for the presents...
Amazingly, those were the things that I was cotemplatin on buyin..

Anyway, in the evening had a buffet dinner at Straits Kitchen..
Asian concept, quite nice ah...
But they have a Bday special for me...
Whilst eating, all the staff from waiters, waitresses, chefs, manager...
All of them came to our table wit a slice of pandan cake wit a candle n pineapple tart on it..
Told me to stand up...
N the whole staff sang a unique Bday song for me...
Rather touching n sweet of them...

But the funny thing was my cuz..
A Pri 1 kid who's very hyper-active, cant stay still n likes to lead in his own way,,
What he did was that he called the waiter...
Sayin its my cuz bday(Think he's proud of it)
But they misinterpret him n thought it was his bday too...
So they did d same thing..
They gathered wit the cake...
Came to our table..
N we were shocked y they came a 2nd time...
So, its amazing that a small boy can cause so much confusion..
In the end, they gave d cake to him..
Haha, if u were there it was reli funny...

But, aft all that, I felt uneasy...
N vomited...
Trust me the food is good n safe,,
Cz the rest r ok...
So, it muz have been me..
Either the food i ate(choc milkshake wit sweet sour sauce wit egg)
Mayb..
Or jus me eating too fast..

Yup, but Im ok now..
N gonna go skl wit happy thoughts from me day...

2008-05-31T02:35:00.001+08:00

Sex and the city....
I thought it was just a show filled wit Sex...
So wasn't even interested in watchin it at first..
But it ended up being a good movie..
Bit of a chick flick,
But still worth it..
Nice twists n drama, emotions...
N REALLY M18!!!!!

Those under that age CANNOT watch.....

2008-05-29T09:43:00.002+08:00

Ok, I read my SGC...
It was pretty good..
Some parts were exaggerated but factual though...
Haha, Thanks Mr Heng..
But, I forgot to put in some parts...
Like achievin 3rd n 4th for A-div sepak takraw,
& some aesthetic competitions that I've participated in
like Gema Puisi '06 and Intra-School Malay poetry competitions..
Mayb bit greedy but I wan a good impression of a holistic student..

Reminds me of an article placed outside old general office...
It show how JC students r expected to b perfect in their applications to Uni..
Academic, Sports, CIP, Aesthetic qualities, leadership......
Its true, JC Life is tough..
Even my family doc told my mom that his JC years r the toughest part in his life..
Uni was rather a breeze..

So, Im lookin forward to Uni..
Cz I'm capable of it..

I wanna achieve that aim of goin up on stage receivin the top student award...
With all the A's I can get...

Its not easy but WE all can do it...
You n me..

2008-05-24T01:31:00.002+08:00

K, its been ages since I last updated...
Honestly, home comp is discouraging me to blog
but nevertheless, I'll do my best...

K, its been an exciting few days recently...
Firstly, I was happy bout the inter-house Floorball comp..
I played forward n it was great...
Jus happened to be on-form on that day..
I scored 6 goals in 5 games of 5 mins each..
Scoring a hat-trick in one of them..
N we got 3rd...
It felt great..
Would like to thank

- Vinay - for his bulldozing power n determination, especially in the final game where he scored d most important goal for us...

- Jeremy - for his skillful stickwork that even OLE-ed the floorball captain and providing the assists in many of d goals..

- Fairoz - Our pillar of defence that even gave us options in attack..

Good balance of soccer boys that showed them we can play floorball too..

Sad thing is,
We found out afterwards there's no 3rd-place trophies for us...
N what's worse is that we didn't have a chance to play a semi-final...
That means we were denied the opportunity to even try for a 2nd place spot..

Hz but what's done is done..
Contented wit playin well I guess.. heh
This leads me to think bout two things...

1) What if I had joined floorball?
Fat hope, cz my passion is still soccer,
Even though there;s hockey blood in me..
My dad was a forward during his younger days as a hockey player...
Mayb that explains why I could get a feel of scoring?

2) What if I had played as a striker instead during the tournament?
Maybe a lil fat hope...
A lot of ppl believe Im mainly a defensive player...
Due to the positions that I've trained for the past 2-3 years..
But if I could try it out during the testimonial game n score some goals.....
heh we see how...

So, testimonial game shud b after our blocks..
2 aims den...
Mark Jana out..
See whether I can contain him..
& see whether I can play striker..

But Utmost priority goes to the block tests...
Must study hard...
I dun care,
I'll b workin my ass off for studies this june holidays..
So all I need to do is Study, eat study, sleep, study, study wit her n study...
Im gonna get fat I guess but if it gets me in a studious mood,
I dun care...
I reli wanna achieve good marks academically...
That's all I want more than anything else right now!!!

2008-04-29T18:14:00.002+08:00

Hz.. If only I have a reli workable comp at home..
Reli feel like my blog's dead...

But nvm...
I'll update whatever I can..
I love YJC!!!

Yea, weird but seriously....
This is the place where I became a more confident person..

I consider YJC s my home more than my own home at times...

Mayb its my attachment to skls
But nevertheless,
I'll remember my few years here...
Most prob I'll provide some donations to it every year...
If I hav the money ah..

Wish YJ all the best in everythin....
Yup...

2008-04-13T10:23:00.000+08:00

We played reli well,
But the score dint reflect how the game went...

This is my last year,
Its the most important time of my youth life..

Im gonna do whatever it takes!!!

Im determined to step up to the fullest tmr..

1st, focus on SPA.
Will study SPA notes..

Den get physically n mentally ready for the game..

MTV Made was rather inspiring..
Bring that positive attitude into the game..

2008-04-09T13:54:00.001+08:00

I've always wanted to update..
But comp problems n time factors...
Wells, can only do it in skl..

Happy news,
We won 3-1 against TJC...

Sad news,
it was one of my sway days..
Lost one side of my contacts,
Left my boots in skl,
Lucky had an extra cons n Andrew lent me his boots,
But looks like I gotta pay for it due to some unforseen circumstances..

N homeworks givin me lots of pressusre...

But for now, the main thing I gotta worry bout are
Phy SPA
N Socccer tourny...

So hope I dun get sick..

2008-04-06T16:54:00.000+08:00

For your info,
that is not a porn video that I've put on..
Its a parody song on Rihanna's "Umbrella" Song
That's making fun of Obama n Hillary Clinton..
Its disgusting but funny..

Anyway,
I'm wishing that I have more discpline..
Honestly, I'm not doin the things that Im supposed to do..
But let's put that aside for now..

TJC game tmr..
N Im pretty up-ed for it..
But still,
I have to do some other things before I can even think about it..
But watch out!!!

I hope I have the chance to play

2008-03-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

2008-03-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

I reli thought we played rather well
Lost 2-0 against SAJC..
Improved from last time..

Guys, s I've mentioned before,
we can still gr

2008-03-15T01:32:00.001+08:00

Yea Hao...

N wat a match it was..
It was supposed to atart at 5pm
But due to rain,
It started at 745pm instead..
RJC had floodlights,
So it kinda felt like an S-league match..
So, the stage is set..

The match against RJC went reli well..
Everybody played to instruction,
Just push the ball up n high..
Partly cz RJ cant play their game wit wet pitch..
But it was great for us..

Everybody played well,
Going hard,
getting the ball high,
run n push,
Not afraid to get wet..

N yea I scored...
Reli Happy.....
The feeling was DAMN GREAT!!!
N I finally did my goal celebration aft so long..

But nvm bout that goal..
Was reli happy that I played well..
Thx for the compliments..

N thx Andrew for indirectly helpin me to play well..
Wells, now I noe my best motivation b4 any game..

But guys,
let's keep playin well,
With that spirit in us..
Let's b the most spirited team in the A div..
N eventually,
We'll b surprised where it can take us..

Wells, for now, back to the books n notes..
Honestly, feelin rather worried..

2008-03-09T23:09:00.001+08:00

Oh ya,

An update, we lost the match against Hwa Chong...
N I tore my boots halfway thru the 1st half..
Borrowed Hao's boot in the 2nd half,
But dun think that's the main reason for not playin well in 2nd half..

So, now, just bought new adidas boots earlier today....
Hope its all worth it for this coming tourny man....

2008-03-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

2008-03-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

K, I missed internet at the tips of my fingertips..
I miss accessing the info I need for skl n other random stuff..
N I missed blogging..

K, dunno y but....

Anyway, there's been some activity going round in my blog w/out me in it..
I reli wonder who's friend n friend of 218..

So, thx for yr good words...

I feel good ppl talk good bout me..
heh not reli ah...

So much has happened...
So many things comin right up..

Block test,
Takraw tourny
Soccer tourny
Soccer camp..

I feel the pressure...
But, I wanna make it into good pressure.. Will definitely wanna turn things round for the better..

Its time for Dinie to "gain back his confidence that he once have"
Thanks for good constructive comments...

I said once that I wanna make this year the most memorable n best year of my life...

Wit studies n soccer, bit of takraw n so many frens....
Its up to me whether I wanna make it a reality....

N I accept that challenge...

U'll see the best of Dinie that u've never seen before.... =o)

2008-02-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

Guess today wasn't reli my day..

The game against IJ was not meant to b..
Personally, we've improved a lot n played much better
But were let down by mistakes n referee's decision..

The ref gave me a yellow card for "holding" a player..
Main thing he tried to run into me,
so I held my ground n prevented him from runnin away,
The ball wasn't even near me..
I had the time to look up n c the ball fly metres over my head,
so, there was no chance for him to even take the ball
But ref did it n they scored from the penalty,
Even the IJ players thought it was their foul initially..
Mayb it was just an accumalation of fouls from almost everybody else before that..
So, ref wanted to show athority n I became the scapegoat...

But what's done is done..
So, next time,
when we get that ref,
any contact by the opponent,
just tell ref
"Ref he touched me!!"

Nvm, out that...

Wanna wish everybody happy Valentine's n Frinedship Day!

2008-02-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

The Match against IJC....
Important...
Thinkin back on the way back home just now,
This is our last year together...
I wanna go all out for the team..

I know Im not doin my best yet..
So, I will...

In studies, soccer n life...
I wanna make this year the most memorable n fulfilling year..

Consistency, Energy n Effort...
N Discipline...

Think these are all I need...

Let's go YJ!!!!!!!!!
N happy bday Aznor!!!!

2008-02-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

Sorry bout some confusion early in the morn...
I should have came but had to attend to some family matters...

I fell quite bad but at least a number of stuff got settled n went thru..

Seems everybody in a celebratory mood...
I even got an Angpao from my neighbor..
Thank you!!!
N thanks for some advices u gave me bout teachin n life...
But then, I doubt u even know my blog to read my thx... -_-

K, nvm bout that...
Even I in the happyy mood...
Till I totally busy wit stuff n havin fun,
I forgot I got homework...
Darn...
Hz, Alright,
Will do it now..
But still not free......

K, must make time...

Dinie will roar!!!
YJC Soccer will ROAR!!!!

Who do u play for?
YJ
What's your profession?
AWU! AWU! AWU!
Gooooooooooooooooooooooooo YJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-08T18:05:00.000+08:00

haha can someone teach me how to download, or put the pix from flicker to blog?

Confused...
I saw a few n reli not bad...
Like many of them....
Anyway, anybody know, teach me ya?

2008-02-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

HUAT AH!
HUAT AH!
HUAT AH!

Haha, think I kinda miss the Core CCA camp oredy...
If only it was longer...

Anyway, Spendin lots of time wit family today...
N I know that I've not been spendin much time wit them..

Hz, ben very busy...
Hope things will b much better s time goes by...
Must manage time well...

K, have a great day n more ahead ppl...

2008-02-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

The camp was fun...
Reli enjoyed it...

Heroes at the warfront!!

Plus, singin on stage.......
Felt damn shy at first..
But just b sporting ah...

Now, after the camp,
Random ppl just call me n say
BAIK DINIE!!!

Hahaha or..
"And they say that the herores......"

Ya, still feelin shy but heck ah..
It was fun...

Anyway, now back to reality....
Lessons back, but gonna have a few days of hols...

Finally opportunity for me to sleep....

But jut persevere for now...

Let's go Soccer boys...

Let's show the camp's worthwhile
N let's start winning..

2008-01-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

Wells, tmr's the camp..

Kinda lookin forward for it..
N just found out my grouping..
Ow, Ben Quek, Daniel....
Should b 1 of the most happening groups..
Or at least confirm the most noisiest..
heh Lol...

But let's se what happens tmr..
Wanna bring some games but tink back,
I dun have any to bring oso..
Hz..

So, let's see what happens tmr...

Cya all...

2008-01-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

CVD went great wit our Briyani selling well..
Even though we were abit at a loss,
It was great fun...
Im pretty sure everybody enjoyed themselves...

So many fun stuff..
Aznor performin,
the streetsoccer tourny,
the advertisin,
selling..
Even the preparations were great...

Congrats 218...

Wells, now, time to get back to work...
I was reli down yest bout the amount of work I had n other stuff..

Yea, its the hardest year so far...

But I know I can take it...
Thx Jacinthat for the post...

So, now, will get backto work..
good luck ppl..

2008-01-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

Training wit Mr Sara was quite a different experience for us..
He did his usual style of drills n incorporate Mr Fauzi's ideas of sprints..
It was rather motivational,
He did wanna prove his point that we're not ready...
But pity that he couldn't train us over the hols..

There are some things that I kinda dun agree in,
but he has his reasons n I understand y...

But, the thing that was the most memorable out of that trainin is during warm-up..
Wells, he kinda scolded Crispin bout some stuff...
Den he said
"As a CAPTAIN, you should have....."

Wah, I felt it...
Somemore Crispin just nodded only...

But nvm bout it,
Cz he dint noe,
So guess its ok.........

But still,
it has made me think again....
Its gonna b a tough year...
Full of responsibilities, commitment, time-management n etc...

I thought last year was my toughest year,
But looks like I have to brace myself for a tougher ride..

So, I will step up..
For everyone...
N for myself too...

Its time to prove that Im not the pathetic lil Dinie that I use to be...

YEAH!!!

2008-01-20T11:56:00.000+08:00

I was reli down after the SAJC game..

Had imposed on myself to play well..
But my 1st half performance was weak....
2nd half was better but guess the damage was done..

Im also disappointed at my decisions before, during and especially after the game...
Partly, Im financially tight n there are some things I had to take care off..
So, just waiting for the end of this week for things to go thru much better..

Wells, there's a game against IJC this wed..
I've made it my number 1 objective to play RELI WELL in this game..
If not, PERFECT....

I feel that this year's team has been my favourite..
Can say the best school team I've ever been in..
We got the potential to do much better than previous years if we work hard together..
N I reli do not want to disappoint them anymore...

Im sorry I've not been the best captain but I'll work hard...
N I'll change the way I handle things...
For the team..

Let's aim for the A div ppl...
We will persevere in the comin months n it will b beneficial..
Trust me guys..
Let's train n play well together....

2008-01-13T10:26:00.000+08:00

Wells, tmr's the day..
Math n History,
then Physics n CSE on Tues..

These can b scary...
Honestly, Im not prepared....
So, I'll try my luck today..
Hope all the things I learn today will b fruitful

All the best tmr to everybody who are having pprs...

Haven blog for so long..
I just feel that Im busy
But yet not busy...

I dunno, just feeling very confused ryt now..

Actually, these few days,
I happen to remember what my dreams are..
I usually forget bout them
But this year seems different..

Mayb just dazed cz now Im J2
N there's lots of responsibilities...
Tink I perform when I have this responsibility thing goin on..

Alright, I dun wanna hav a headache wit all the confusion goin in my head..

Seeya soon...

2008-01-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

K skl started..
But I still haven feel like a j2 student..
So will prepare somethin that I hope will inspire me
to start studyin, n workin hard...
Aim, to b a model student..
Aim only ah,
nobody's perfect ryt.... heh

K, my wallet....
Still not found..
Was some cock-up at amk police station..
So i made a wasteful trip halfway in the middle of 1st day of skl..
So, just made ez-link card just now,
So collectin it aft skl tmr..

N my sis will b back from her 1st week at sports skl..
Wonder how izit for her..
House bit quieter w/out her..
Tink I mis her...
hah wells, just lookin 4ward to welcomin her back ah..

K, off to do my lil project
my "official countdown to A levels"...

2007-12-31T19:41:00.000+08:00

K,
woke up 2am in the morn,
dint feel well n vomited..
So dint attend trainin today..

N today,
I wanted to give up on any hope of finding my wallet..
Was bout to make new ez-link
till my baby convinced me to give it 1 last shot....

N after calling 3 different police station numbers..
It was at the lost n found at AMK..
It has been there for 1 WEEK..
They told me that they sent a letter to me on 22nd..
But I dint receive anythin...........

So, wanted to collect
But they said I had to collect b4 1230..
N it was 1220nn when I called..
So, they told me I can only collect on wed from 2-530pm
But I have trainin...
So I plan to go out of skl durin my 1 n half hour break to collect it
Den go back skl for GP n then trainin...

Looks like it'll b tight s usual...

N yest, had kenduri at my place..
Say prayers wishin all the best for
- My sis who's goin Sports Skl
- My lil bro takin O lvl next year
- n me takin A lvl next year...

So it'll b an interestin year in my family..

Anyway, from that kenduri, had a good chat wit neighbors..
Both husband n wife r teachers..
They reli opened up my mind regardin lots of things..
Tink we chatted at least an hour..
Reli enjoyed the whole conversation thruout..
So many things,
too long to say..

But the kenduri inspired me to a new year's resolution...

So think I have 3 resolutions:

1) To b a "model student"
I realise if I pushed myself to b the best that I can b,
I can do much better
Cz this year,
I've learnt alot n became a much better person..
So will aim to b much better..

2) Lose weight n hopefully get 6packs (Yea rite........)
I gained too much weight till my tummy's reli big..
This is inspired by my lil bro who got so thin this year
wit 6 packs out
But he got so thin out of the sudden till my parents want him to gain weight back
N me to lose weight.. heh so ya....

3) B more malay
Bit weird but true..
My malay sucks, grammar all upside down
I was supposed to say a malay speech to the guests yest,
But I was nervous n forgotten my lines n malay words went wrong..
Guess Im too sini-cized (Chinesely-influenced)
So tink I shud try to get back to my roots..

haha, guess Im just ranting out everythin..
If u all survive gettin to the end of this post,
Congrats Happy new year!!!!!

2007-12-25T19:35:00.001+08:00

Had a reli long Weekend...
Too long to say evrythin out..

So here it goes, the summary..

Ealry in the morn rush to skl for match against NJC,
After tapping card, put wallet in pocket,
but found it missing after that........
Haiz...
Fell down n hurt knee b4 that...

N lost match 1-0,
even though the team played damn well for the match...

K, after that,
made police report b4 headin to cuz weddin at Tamp..
Was supposed to take 969..
But accidentally took 965...
Ended up at SengKang!!!

A reli sway day so far...
But after that, wedding stuff went well..
after helpin out in some stuff,
went to bride's place for wedding declaration..

After that,
came back n helped out again..

Round midnight played bowlin wit dad n cuz..

Ate mac while chit-chat n take care of stuff overnight..

Wedding day reli busy..
Became ppl who claen up the table after everybody eat..

Then was chosen to carry somethin n lead the groom n bride to n fro..
But problem is I dun even noe what's the plan n what to do..
So, felt reli weird but it went well..

Ltr at night,
wedding dinner...
Went well..

But here's somethin I wanna elaborate...
Cz I tink its damn Sweet...
The groom wanted to give a performance..
He said

"U've always wanted someone who could sing for you, so tonight I will try"

He is known for singin very3 badly...
So he sang the most awful but sweetest version of "Truly, Madly, Deeply"
He sang off tune that his younger bro who's playin the guitar had to change the rhythm for him..

But while he sang, 7 different ppl went up to the bride n gave her a rose each..

After he finished singing,
the DJ said

"For those of you who don't know what the roses symbolise,
The groom told our bride that he'll marry her after giving her 2 dozen roses..
So far he has given her 17... N now he has just given the remaining 7 roses to finally complete the wedding...
What a romantic.. Give a round of applause for them ladies n gentlemen..."

Wow, Damn romantic sia...
I'm inspired...
Watch out,
You'll see somethin s good or even greater..
heh

Sorry for such a long entry...
Hope its worthwhile reading..

2007-12-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

Whoah, Im out-going...
Ok... May b true but,
I tink I have bit more intelligence n sense of humour
So, mayb its true that its hard to balance up a high EQ n IQ...

Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya to everybody..
S for me, this is a totally different Hari Raya..
Today, I helped out in the slaughtering of lambs..
Ok, reli new experience for me..

I "volunteered" to help out...
At first I dint wanna do anythin physical,
cz of my shoulder dislocation history
But guess they needed help,
So, I helped carry the goats/lambs..
They were rather heavy n struggle a lot..
What I did was to hold their legs tightly,
Or not they'll struggle n kick about..
Lucky I dint have any scratches..
But just bit tired..

Regadles of that,
imagine u being carried to your own death..
While carrying one of the goats,
I saw his./her eyes..
It was filled wit fear...
So, just imagine dying one day...
K, nvm, let's move away from that thought for now..

Anyway, I smell like them after that..
Even though I washed my hands thoroughly wit soap 4 bout 10 times,
my hands still have that awful smell..
Wonder if I can use it to ward of my opponents tmr..

Yup match wit NJC tmr..
All the best to us all...

2007-12-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

K, I read an article just now..
Its bout this driver that accidentally hit a lady..
The lady died 3 weeks later..
N the family is blaming the driver for her death..

K, my thoughts on it..
Its unfair to blame the driver for her death..
She died of a lung problem..
Which has nothing to do with the accident..

Next, the family blamed him on why he dint seek medical attention for her..
In their perspective,
they think he only gave her $50 n just left her to "crawl" back home..

But from the driver's story,
The driver wanted to bring her to hospital,
but the lady refused n insisted she was ok, wit only a few bruises..
Sionce the lady reli dint want to go hospital,
the least the driver could do is to give her some money for any medical fees necessary
So he gave her $50..
She then walked away..
Not crawl.....
After lookin at her walk abit of distance,
he then carried on work delivering bread..

So he makes only 1200 a month..
Supportin 3 kids n a wife that's bout to undergo an operation..
Wah, its reli tough on the driver..
Hope things turn for the better for him...

K, tmr's the game against AJC..
Had a pretty good "thrash-talk" session wit the soccer boys..
Let's do well tmr..
But I hope I can...
Cz Im not feelin well..
Tink I might have over-exert myself durin trainin just now..
Havin bit of breathin difficulty..
Hope not asthma, but somehow I tink so..
Go away sickness!!!
Just want to play in these 2 upcoming games..
Den rest till skl starts..
Oh ya, homework..................................... zZzzZz

2007-12-15T15:15:00.000+08:00

Lost to ACJC 4-0 just now..
Yea sounds bit pathetic..
But I feel its more that we made mistakes n they just happen to capitalise on it..
Like the Spore vs Thai game I guess..
Just reli reli reli tired..
Think I ran the most in this game..
Compared to other matches..
Wasted I lost possesion a number of times in the 1st half..
But have to admit I went almost all-out in this game..
Its the 1st time I've felt a cramp,
But lucky its just right after the game..

But, by lookin at it,
I tink I play better s a Attacking Mid...
Currently, Im playin Defensive Mid..
But when Fai came in,
I was free to attack n do my dancing samba dribbling n passes..
Reli miss doing it in actual game.
But, I understand why I have to b the defensive one..
Tink its oso best for the team..

K la enuf bout soccer..
Wells, now,
2 of the most closest ppl to me are overseas,
So tink Im feelin bit lonely...
But for now, tink I just need to sleep n rest ah..
Reli reli tired..
Hope I can get enuf money for the team bag...
Oh ya, yes ah, finally get team bag..
Good Reebok design...
Anybody wanna see it,
U can go to Joon Kiat's blog...
Link on the top/mid right hand side of the page..
Thank you very much..

2007-12-14T11:38:00.000+08:00

Game against ACJC tmr..
Lookin 4ward for it
N oso not lookin 4ward for it...
Just hope it drizzles or light rain
So it'll b an advantage for us..

My bro just left for a camp in Msia this morn..
So I'll b alone in my room for a few nights..
Sounds bit gay,
But we're straight guys...
Mine just bit slanted..
heh jkjk...

For this few days,
I got some objectives to do..

1) Play well in that match
2) Rest s much s I can
3) Do my best to start studyin
Cz I haven touch anythin for weeks oredy..

N Abang, I like yr blog song...
Let me take u there...
N let's finish them off,
Lakshman Style!! haha

2007-12-07T00:28:00.001+08:00

Just found out new timetable n class list...
Honestly, feeling happy that our class is still one..
I reli hope next year would b a much better year..
In every aspect...

The timetable is s hectic s usual..
Mayb bit more..
But tink it'll end up ok for all of us..

Bout my lip,
wells, mom told me to rinse it wit salt water..
N now its white/yellow in colour..
Ppl would find it disgusting,
but at least no pain for now..
Onli pain is my ulcer..
Ouch!!
But, according to a fren,
Im a fine strong man...
heh

Alryt, accompanied a fren to buy his boots...
He bought nike boots at half price...
At Jurong point...
But its one of those old models,
But still quite worth it..
IN good working n playable condition..

Getting there was quite interestin...
SOMEONE told us that its at Jurong East..
But after tappin out,
we realise the shopping centre there's not Jurong Point
Its Jurong Entertainment Centre..
Then found out it JP was at Boon Lay...
haha,
Den, SHE asked why izit at Boon Lay...
Then if like that, it shud b called BOON LAY POINT!!!!!
Y not called Boon Lay Point?

My answer, Jurong point sounds nicer than Boon Lay Point?
Or, Someone make Jurong centre at Jurong East oredy,
So, they need to find another place to make Jurong Point,
So, they chose Boon Lay?

lol n bit lame ah...

2007-12-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

Yup this is Shayne Ward's latest song "Breathless"
Find it very romantic...
I'll definitely sing it to my special someone...

Anyway, had a game against Hwa Chong just now..
Lost 3-2
1st part of the game,
kena elbowed in the face,
My lip tore abit,
Ram told me my whole teeth stained by my blood..
But i dunno y I just carried on playin
till Ref stopped me to get it patched up or somethin...
Just when I left the pitch,
they scored from a corner...
Wasted ah..
Oh ya, I got a yellow card...
The only one who got carded...
Dunno whether iM happy bout it or not...
But at least i noe Im much harder than i was last year...
That's a positive note..

2007-12-03T21:57:00.000+08:00

Sorry ppl for not posting for a very long time..
Comp spoil cz of Cristy virus...

Anyway, lots of things happened...
Cant remember all...
But main things are,
I found my wallet...
Yes ah..
Celebrated my dad's n cuz bday...

All these things got unique n long stories to it..
But bit lazy to write bout all..

K, bout me dad bday,
we wanted to surprise him..
Say we go s a family to Msia..
But actually,
Mom made arrangements for a buffet at pan pacific hotel
Even invited my cuz, aunts n uncles along 2 surprise him..
b4 that,
my family accidentally dropped hints that it wun b a normal trip
Like my bro asked in front of my dad how's the buffet
N my aunt called n my dad picked up,
N hotel called to confirm whether they're comin,
n dad picked up the call oso..
haha lots of things...

N main thing is, just b4 we left for Msia,
mom got a call from a ustat in charge of mosque youth activities,
my bro n neighbour were selected to go for a soccer trial
The coach is actually Tohari Paijan..
Ya, so its quite fun trainin n all every Sat..
But the "trial" is on the same day..
At 5pm..
But we made arrangements for buffet..
So, in the end we went for buffet..
Then leave straight away for it..
But how to get there on time..
By taxi...
But not ordinary taxi..
We took an "illegal taxi"
From JB,
it'll send u all the way back to yr house..
But quite ex ah..
$40, but last time was $10 mSian ringgit per person..
But it was an interestin experience...
OK la, not bad..

But den, the "trial" was just a game supervised by Tohari Paijan himself..
But have to respect him,
has lots of experience..
He told us lots bout S-league n many others...
Reli engaging...
But at least, my bro n his team got "recruited" by him..

All n all it was a fun day ah....

N there's a match this Wed against Hwa Chong..

Sry cant write much now..
Bit busy...
I'll write bout the different things next time ya?

So ppl tc..

2007-11-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

Have u ever got the feeling like u wanna get away from it all?
Ya, pretty sure it happens to a lot of ppl..
Feel like it now..
Been so busy for the past few days,
Some say they see white hairs growing on me now..
(Though I dint bother to check)
U can check my head if u wan.. heh
But reli, been very tired...
Couldn't tink properly,
N guess that resulted in me losing my wallet...
I just wanna put the world on pause,
N sleep for at least 20hrs...
Tink I can go that long w/out any disturbances..

Kinda reminds me of the movie Click..
If u haven watch it, just do it..
Highly recommended..

Wells, Its the hols!!
So, I shud b sleepin, resting, playing... etc..
But I've been doin lots of work n play...
Just lack of slp n rest...
So, Im just waiting for my JC life to be over...
Most prob I'll go on a sleepin marathon then
haha mayb Im tokin nonsense...
But let's see what happens...

N Cristy, who are you?
That site u gave me made my comp spoil...
Now, there's an internet virus attacking my comp whenever I use it..
Ppl, dun view the "Movie", dun even click on the site..

Anyway, Im recovering s much s I can,
N I just found out my dad signd me n my lil bro for hi company's futsal tourny..
I dun wanna aggrevate my injury again..
See what happens tmr...

Hope u dun see Dinie with panda eyes the next time u see him...

2007-11-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

Congrats to my sister!!!
She scored 236 for her PSLE...
All As.. Reli proud of her...
Some doubted her ability at first,
but she has proven it in the end..
Looks like all the hardwork paid off..
Actually, my lil bro had a "bet" wit her..
If she got more than 241,
He'll cut botak!!
But lucky for him she just missed out by 5 marks...
But still proud of her..

Now, will b missing her even more...
Cz next year, she'll b goin to Singapore Sports School
So, will only get to see her over the weekends..
So, must cherish the times that I'll get to spend wit her over the hols...
But, thinkin bout it, I'll b pretty busy..
I realise that its not like a holiday at all...
Thought I could take my time, njoy, play n study at my own pace...
But seems I dun have time for even that..
Hz, w/out a wallet, travellin would b a challenge...
Looks like I cant go for normal outings for now..

2007-11-22T09:57:00.000+08:00

I lost my wallet..
Mayb I should have stayed at home,
I dunno..
Lost it at Chongpang...
At a busstop..
So if anybody found a black and orange OP wallet,
N happen to see my name Muhammad Dinie B Sudiyono on the IC,
N just happen to type in that name hoping to find out the owner's name online,
Hope u can return me ya?
Tag me...

But fat hope la...
Was plannin to surprise my ex-classmates at the chalet..
But, since I lost it, I couldn't travel there..
Sry I couldn't make it ppl...

Anyway, England are out of Euro 08...
Pretty Sad but at the way they played in the qualifiers,
Tink Russians are more deserving...
But 8.6 odds...
Wah, whoever decided to try out on Croatia must b one lucky guy...
haha, Hz... nvm...

Wells, since Im pretty injured, I wun b trainin...
But I have to see whether I can make it to skl tmr in the 1st place..
Plannin to go but due to this setback,
I have to see how...

Ppl who go fly kite today, have fun!!!
I'll cya all soon ya?

2007-11-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

I feel bad..
But i hope I made the right decision...
I would like to apologise to Haoguang, n Andrew Fu especially,
to Brian n oso Desmond...
I have personal reasons why I did it n chose it..
Hey, honestly, even crispin wanted to do it...
So, guessed I put myeslf on the line n made that "fateful" decision..
Hz, I hope u all understand..

But, now, I injured both my hamstraings..
N I tink it was reli stupid of me to carry on wit Silat trainin aft injurin durin soccer
So, now, just restin...
ah n I cant make it for my ex-class chalet...
Darn..
Hope u all had fun there... Hz, regret ah...
But what's done is done...

Wells, actually I wanna post up the confirmed numbers for our team jersey..
But Crispin, I dun understand yr spellin..
Which number is Fazil n Faizullah?
Tink u spelt one of their names s Fauzi..
Huh?? Our coach? hahahaha
Hz, tink I wanna make it n effort to learn each n everybody's names properly..
For crispin at least..
No offence but its reli offensive if u dun noe the ppl u've been playin wit for so long..

Anyway, soccer boys, go to Joon Kiat's blog on my links...
Somethin relin worth seeing...
Joon Kiat, I take my hats of for you....
Reli reli well done.. Mayb next time we can do a betta one together
But its good enuf for now..
Forgive him for spellin some names wrongly though...

Anyway, enjoy the hols ppl...

2007-11-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

I tink I made a bad racist joke to Basith..
Im Sorry....

Wells, last trainin, I bumped into Ow,
got my shoulder dislocated bit but put it back in...
But it was my operated one...
So, I bought a shoulder brace/guard
s a precaution..
Tink its bit too late..
But better late than never I guess..
Hope I can survive soccer n silat altogether...

Anyway, just some random thought..
I tink being retained has turned me into a NERD...
Yes, it did get me to start studyin..
But, bein my "last chance",
I was "forced" to study..
Lookin back, the last time I was a nerd was in primary skl...
I tink I was a stuck-up back den...
Ya, lookin back, I cant believe how nerdy, arrogant n boastful I was...
But looks like Sec n JC education has matured me a lot..
Thank you Victoria School n YJC...
Uh, ya, thankin YJC is not like me,
But these are the places where I've grown up a lot
N made many new frens
N learnt many lessons in life..
I m truly grateful...

Hz, so back to nerdy Dinie...
But glad he's not so arrogant n boastful s he used to...

2007-11-17T18:55:00.000+08:00

Wells, bumped my head so was bit dizzy 4 a while yest...

Since I got injured, I dint train much just now..
It was reli tirin for the guys...
Even though Mr Fauzi dint end it on a high note,
just makin fun of Crispin makes everybody's day...
But, Im startin to feel pity for Crispin...
Even though not many ppl like his methods n all,
I believe he has been a good vice-captain..
Thru things we've discussed, I noe he's capable..
Everybody got their weaknesses..
Me especially..
Hope our team will do well..

Oh ya, n the soccer team will like to welcome Ow Shi Yuan to the soccer team!!
Hey if u happen to read my blog, even though I noe it wun happen,
U're potential my fren... Hope u too feel welcome...

Oh ya, while playin one-on-one against him,
I knocked into him abit n accidentally dislocated my already operated shoulder..
Ah, I thought I would forget that numbness feeling on my shoulder...
So, Im thinkin bout gettin a shoulder guard..

K enuf bout soccer...
PSP!!! It somehow suddenly got laggin problem...
WAH!! It was reli severe,
and it has only been less than two months?
Summore, the person we bought it from was reasonable at first,
tellin us that he would do a free diagnosis of the psp what's the problem..
But, while lookin n askin round,
we found out that guy had actually sold us a fake memory stick..
He was so convincin initially,
tellin us the other shop was sellin a fake one with only 1-year warranty
he said his is 5-yr warranty so it was "original"
We bought into his words...
N, wah....
There were thoughts of sueing the shop...
But, the main thing is the PSP!!
How, spoil? So I asked my cousin for help...
N boy was he an expert...
He knows the programmin of it n managed to fix it..
Reli appreciative...

Wow, my longest entry yet..

2007-11-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

Wow, what a day...

Actually nothin much ah..
Wells, came skl n the attendance amazing!!
It was Sher Min, Ranjeetha n Dinie!
So, went for History n reli hope Mrs Low wun b too fierce on our class..

But the main thing I wanna talk bout is the interview skills lessons..
I dint attend the lect, but I went for the tutorials..
1st tutorial, 7 ppl came.. Mayb cz of the small group, it seemed more engagin..
I had quite a good impression..
Then 2day was the 2nd one... N onli 3 ppl came...
We're supposed to dress formally
N I heard the tcher scolded a class for majority of them not wearin formal clothing,
So I decided to bring this PURPLE long sleeve shirt
(I dint look like Mr Koh for your info)
K ah, the facilitator was quite informative...
It went quite well ah...
It was one of those few times in my life I felt handsome.. Haha dunno y ah but ya...

2007-11-14T22:57:00.001+08:00

Whoah, trainin just now was disorganised in a way but I tink it was quite good overall..

1 thing I wanna admit...
I wanna apologise 2 some of the soccer boys..
I realise that I haven been the best captain cause I can b indecisive n I have other commitments..
But, I can safely say I will be puttin in my best in the responsibilities that I have..
Things have not gone so smooth, but I hope ppl will understand and get along wit each other..
So, I would like to thank u soccer ppl for so many fun times we had and will have in the future..
N sorry for any errors I have made..

Anyway, Bee Movie is cute.. N Le Lin, tell me the joke pls?

2007-11-11T10:05:00.000+08:00

Early in the mornin, had soccer trainin.. Just a 3k jog n 2-3 hrs of soccer.. But it was reli fun ah...

I tink I played abit too much till my boots started to tear abit...
Tink I was just happy I managed to use it to its full extent that time..

But the thing that reli made me day was I got a replacement boots after that at Mustafa Centre..
Reli nice in my opininon..

Even though I prefer Adidas or Puma over Nike, The Nike boots I bought... Wah just nice ah..

Will unveil it soon.. Hope I can get used to it b4 any matches..

Yes ah new boots!!!!

2007-11-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

I just got word from Mr Fauzi..
Something very important.. So, I'll announce it tmr durin our joggin trainin..
Hope I wake up on time..

Anyway, 119ians, those who happen to read my blog, just wanna tell u to...
Please attend lessons whenever u can.,

Next year will b a difficult one... Summore got block test on the 1st day..
So, 4 those who promote, the things taught will definitely come out..

Study n attend lessons ok?

I feel like some grandpa... heh dunno why though..

2007-11-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

The start of a new timetable... Another hectic one as usual..

Tink its the 1st time havin a 2hr Hist lect n boy was it tirin... Dint reli help it was the last lesson of the day for me.. But guess it was still ok..

Anyway, played field soccer after quite a long time.. Missed playin "football"..

Dunno y but somehow, I think I can play well whenever Im with the soccer team.. Its like there's this good fengshui or somethin when Im with the soccer boys..

Speakin of soccer, glad that many of the soccer boys promoted.. Onli a handful dint make it to J2 or will b takin sub paper.. Looks like we have a smart soccer team... Congrats to u all man... Hope 2008 will b a good year for all of us...

S for me, seeing the word "promoted" after 1+ years feels so good... Reli thankful i did quite well..

So, aim for next year....... A levels... Must do well, so must work hard... Must work hard... Must work hard...

Yup, hope my slack attitude doesn't creep back on me.. To u all, Happy Deepavali!!

2007-11-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

For those who are wonderin why I suddenly switched to another blogskin, wells, Dinie's just someone who like to try new things and changes..

Actually, this template was the template for his previous blog where he would just post lyrics of songs that are stuck in his head.. So, that's y he started a new entry wit a song that's stuck in his head till now..

For personal reasons, I hope I can be as hot as Shayne Ward... Mayb w/out the tattoos but the way he sings, dance and looks.. So, ya, Shayne Ward is one of my idols I guess..

But, Im findin it hard to switch back from 3rd-view entries to 1st-view.. So, Im bit confused in my typing now I GUESS. Haha dunno..

So, welcome to Dinie's blog... or my blog.. Ya, Im definitely a confused soul.. Heh...

2007-11-04T18:25:00.000+08:00

"If That's OK with you" by Shayne Ward

I love the way that you look without your make-up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
Theres something about you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with you
If thats okay with you

We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
Coz imma make you feel so good how i see its happening
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
Coz baby i wanna step up and be with youIf thats okay with you

[Chorus]
Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
Im gonna say to your mother just for giving you birth
Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If thats okay with youIf thats okay with you

[Verse 2]
I wanna keep your toothbrush at my apartment
Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in
Im not crazyI know what im getting myself in
I wanna live with youIf thats okay with you

[Chorus x2]
Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
Im gonna say to your mother just for giving you birth
Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
If thats okay with you
Yeah yeah

[Verse 3]
We'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
We'll keep the neighbours away too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way

[Chorus x2]

This is the song that's stuck in my head.. It reflects the mushier n "romantic" part of me I guess..
There's so many things going on round me that i listen to this song to relax...
For those who know, think u know who or what this song's for..
Exactly what I would do to my potential wife.. Yea!!!

2007-09-17T08:27:00.000+08:00

Dinie feels that he wants do a re-make of his blog. He feels it is starting to get boring so he is deciding on making a new blog format/template after the promotional examinations are over. So, he will start studying now. Even though he's still distracted by fantasy premier league.

2007-09-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

Dinie realises his blog had not been updated frequently. He is finding it hard to manage his time. The promotional examinations is about 2 weeks away. He is nervous. He does not know what to do. But it is good to hear that people have faith in him to do well for it. He hopes he would be ready by then.

There are many things going on around him. There is a lot of pressure on Dinie to perform in what he is doing but also to do more. He feels that his body is taking its toll. Lack of sleep is evident from his panda eyes. So, he went to see the doctor just now. He should be taking a rest over the weekend but he will still be doing some work for a mosque in Orchard to help out in the fasting month.

2007-09-03T11:29:00.000+08:00

The dinner last saturday was happening. Everybody ate with Ms Koh and some of us trying to find ways to hide the money, pay it, and many other things. Another highlight was the number game. Dinie had to drink the mixture 4 times. It was disgusting but everybody had a good time and had fun. Dinie would also like to congratulate Hafiz and Trudy for winning the free ice-creams.

After that nothing much happened other than 2-3 arcade games. Dinie played para2. That was his second time playin the game and it is with the same machine. However, this time, he got the high score. Dinie was amazed and shocked himself. He danced for fun and those who watched him would agree that he just had fun moving his hands and turning round and round.

The next day was another interesting event. Dinie celebrated his cousin's birthday. The celebrations were normal but it was what happened at the end that got everybody's attention.

Dinie was watchin tv. He was too engrossed in the show that he didn't realise something had happened. After the show, he wanted to say how funny the show was when suddenly, the whole house was empty. There was no living soul in the house and Dinie was a bit scared and confused. He then realised that everybody was outside loooking at a commotion that had happened. He saw all his relatives and family members were surrounding a boy and a chinese man. The man clenched his fist around the collar of the boy's shirt. It was really scary. He was shouting at the boy. Dinie's uncle was right in front of the two. He had 2 different slippers in his hand. He too was shouting at the boy.

Dinie found out from his cousins that the boy and his "friends" threw slippers down from the 13/14th floor. One of the slippers landed on Dinie's uncle's car. He thought it was an accident but another slipper fell down that missed him and the car. He was very angry and a neighbor, the man that held the boy's shirt, caught him.

Back to the story, everybody threatened the boy about vandalising property, scaring him by mentioning all the type of punishments he could receive for doing his stupid acts, asking him why he got no life doing stupid things like that, and many more.

Even his "god-mother" who seems to be Dinie's age was questioned. The boy said that he didn't throw any of the slippers down. He only helped in taking the slippers. But everybody told him that he is an accomplice to this thing and that he has to learn his lesson. They called the police to settle it.

Almost everybody scolded, shouted and questioned him. Even Dinie's younger brother was an active person in dealing with the boy.

Furthermore, when they asked him to call his friends who were involved, those who threw the slippers down, he told them he does not have their numbers. It angered them even more. The thing is that he lives at bedok and it happened at pasir ris. He claims it was his first time that he has done it but there were numerous cases of lost shoes and slippers. It was complicated.

Dinie realised that the boy was scared stiff. He could hardly move. So, it was weird but Dinie suddenly made a move and talked to the boy. If Dinie remembers correctly, this is what Dinie said,

"Friend, can call you Marcus or Chee Ming? The things is we are not here to ask money or whatsoever. What you did was wrong and we want you to learn from it. You also don't like it if we steal yr slippers and throw it away right? We are peaceful people just do not want any problems so we just want you to know that what u did was wrong and we do not want you to do it again and disturb us or other people."

It was something around those lines, but Dinie is the only person who didn't shout at him. He was just a 13-year-old boy who was just confused.

Soon after, the police arrived. And the police settled it. Dinie stayed around for a while to hear what and how the police dealt with it but it was about the same as what had happened earlier. The only difference is that they went to see the family of the boy at the 10th floor.

Dinie then went back in and soon, Dinie's family had to leave. Just when Dinie was about to take the lift at the same place as the incident, the police and the boy with a lady related to the boy came up and knocked on the door of the guy who held the boy's shirt. The boy complained to the police that the man punched him in the eye.

The man told the police he didn't. He said he only held the boy's collar and punched the wall beside marcus's head to scare him. So, it was another problematic thing that happened. But the man did prove that he held the boy with his left hand and punched the wall with his right. So there was no way he could have cross-punched the boy on his right eye.

Anyway, the boy was let off with a warning.

Oh ya, Dinie's mom lost her slippers so she had to borrow a pair of slippers from Dinie's cousin. Dinie looked at a place where the boy had claimed his friends threw some slippers.

Beside the block, there's a 3-storey shopping centre. The scary thing is that Dinie saw some pairs of shoes at the top of the shopping centre and it could be anybody's.

Dinie went back after an interesting afternoon.

He apologise for suah a long entry but hopes that readers would enjoy reading it.

2007-08-28T09:19:00.000+08:00

Dinie is studying about politics in History and China Studies. The different ideologies and policies can be very confusing. However it is the politics going on around him is the one that is troubling Dinie. There are so many things to worry about and the different groups, fierce rivalry and "bitchings" are all giving Dinie a big headache. Somehow Dinie is involved in it and it is making him wonder a lot about his position. Even though there are unrests, there is still some things to cheer about. He hopes that the things will die down soon and it'll be much more peaceful even though it will hardly be the case.

This may be old news but he hasn't announce it in the blog yet. He has a new handphone and it has been very appealing to Dinie. Now, there is music that will accompany Dinie on the way back home or in any other situations when Dinie is bored. He also likes some of the functions in his phone that will help him be a bit more organised. He really hopes that it will be more of a motivation and a tool that will benefit him rather than a distraction from his studies.

2007-08-25T08:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Dinie's class, 119, participated in interclass games. They played softball and handball. However, there were some "sway" things that had happened.

Dinie played handball with Aznor, Le lin, Jacintha, Trudy, Cindy and the last minute substitute, Eugene Chua. They played well with the support of the class. It was fun as they won the first game. But somehow, Mrs George got involved and ruined the momentum of the game.

Firstly, she told another class to play against us. 119 handball team played and scored a goal, working tirelessly to play and have fun. However, their actual opponents then came in and played against them. In the end, the fresh opponents managed to score a goal. So, it was abit unfair for 119 as they thought they should have drawn at least. Furthermore, Mrs George said Dinie's dribbling was not allowed and disallowed Eugene's goal. But nevertheless, they had fun so results was not so important.

But now, Dinie is starting to think about his class. He is asking himaself whether the class will get separated like how his previous class was. The thought of being a repeat student is not pleasant. Being withdrawn is even worse. Dinie had been through a lot that he doesn't want any of his present classmates to go through.

Dinie wishes for everybody who reads his blog to really think through on what you want to achieve in the coming promotional examinations. Dinie is scared stiff about it as he himself is not fully confident about promoting. Many might tell him not to worry but Dinie knows himself that he hasn't been working as hard during this period of time due to personal problems. He hopes he will succeed. And he hopes his friends will do the same.

"Study smart and diligent now so we won't regret it. To 119 ppl, let's help each other out. If u need help, ask around cz our classmates are a bunch of nice ppl who are willing to help. I admit I may not b a good role model or a good class rep but I really really really hope I can urge all of u to study hard and dun repeat yr year in YJC. It sucks. There are a lot of things that will happen and I do not want u to go through it. Pls lets all be in 219 next year ya?"

2007-08-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

The YJC soccer team had a friendly tournament earlier today. It was the second time they've played any 11-a-side match together. So, they weren't fully prepared for it. However we played relatively well and improved from each game. We lost twice, then drew then won the most important match for them. Dinie is happy at the way the team played. Everybody played their parts well. He is also proud of the way he played. He thinks that the red bull he drank helped to give him energy and wings to glide around the pitch. One of his teammates told him that he could be the "Man-of-the-tournament". But Dinie knows that it is very exaggerated. He played well by making his presence felt on the pitch with numerous tackles and passes. But there were other better players.

The tournament's champion is Serangoon Garden Secondary school. Even though they were younger than their opponents, they played extremely well and at times, it seemed as though JC students were ridiculed by these young talents.

We "qualified" for the 3rd-4th placing match with AJC. They drew with AJC initially but their fighting spirit showed and YJ soccer team won the game with a crucial goal by Alvin aka Thierry Henry. In the end, the team ended the tournament on a high note. Hopefully the team would improve themselves even further.

It has been an exciting day. He hopes everything goes the way it should.

2007-08-17T23:52:00.000+08:00

Dinie is quite anxious about the friendly tournament he is going to have tomorrow. He is excited, but/and hopes he will be able to perform. Dinie is wondering whether his lack of sleep could contribute to any poor performance. For this whole week, he had about 14 hours of sleep within 4-5 days. It is not healthy for him as he has been involved in many activities. Such as soccer trainings, silat lessons that he had recently took up and a couple of religious classes each week.

Nevertheless, Dinie feels he is a strong man. He should be able to sustain with better time management.

It seems a number of his classmates noticed that Dinie has been abit quiet or looks sad. It may be due to his tiredness. He hopes he can brighten the mood of the people around him even more. So, there is not a need to worry about Dinie.

Inter-class games will be on soon and he realises he will be playing against 134. So, will he challenge or give way to them? Let us see what happens...

2007-08-15T02:21:00.000+08:00

Its 2am in the morning and Dinie has decided to update his blog. It has been 3 consecutive days that he's been sleeping at 3am in the morning. The reasons why vary but one of the stupid reason was yesterday night where he accidentally stayed awake to watch "40-year old virgin". He was so sleepy but when the show came on, he just watched till the end.

Anyway, Dinie would like to share that he is now taking Silat (Malay martial arts) lessons. He took it to accompany his brother and just for fun. The instructors are National Silat representatives and it is obvious that they have the passion in the fighting aspect of Silat while Dinie is more keen in the artistic aspect of it. Nevertheless, the instructors had a good impression of Dinie, for some reason that Dinie himself doesn't know, and they're looking forward to seeing Dinie next week.

Dinie passed his Physics test. He wasn't so confident at first but in the end, some effective last minute studying and good teaching methods by Ms Koh has contributed to Dinie's score in the Physics test.

Ok, so Dinie realises that he needs to work on his grammar. And also for the upcoming History test on SEA Communism. He hasn't even started studying it yet and he has soccer training so, most probably, he would not have the time to study.

He could study now but his brain is beatting like a jackhammer and he's in a very bad state. Health, spiritual, economical too...

So, anyway, Dinie wishes a happy Bday to the August babies that he knows of.. Especially to Yi Wa... Looks like your Bday's tmr.. Hav fun n good luck for your Prelims ya?!

2007-08-10T10:43:00.000+08:00

Dinie would like to wish Singapore a happy National Day!

He would also like to apologise his last-minute back-out from the sentosa outing. He had to go Malaysia to visit his great-grandmother. Yes, she is still alive. She is too old to track down her old she is and when's her birthday.

But here's her sad story. She has amnesia. She can't remember anything or properly respond to people talking to her. She used to be taken care of by one of Dinie's mom's aunt in Melacca. But they could not take care of her anymore so most of the aunts and uncles came to a consensus to pay a hospital to take care of her.

So, when Dinie visited her with his family and grandmother, he was shocked at her condition. She was strapped to a wheelchair. She kept wriggling free but she can't. Furthermore, she kept shouting random stuff like calling out for her husband and other things which we could not comprehend. Even when we tried to talk to her, she responded by keeping quiet and then, shout out of the blue to noone. It was really sad, especially to Dinie's grandmother as she was looking at her mother at such a bad state. We went back to Singapore afterwards.

So, now for a more better event that happened around Dinie is that his younger sister had been accepted to the Singapore Sports School. She entered through Netball which her primary school achieved second in the National tournament. She lost to the same school again that her team lost to last year.

So Dinie is very proud of her. She is very excited about it. Dinie's parents and his sister are at the Sports School to sign the papers and confirm her stay in the school as Dinie is updating his blog. Zahirah, Dinie's sister, is a very passionate netball player and Dinie hopes she can accomplish many things during her 4-6 years there.

This makes Dinie realise that he will miss Zahirah. He will miss the times when Zahirah comes to him in the middle of the night to ask him questions on how to do math, science or English questions that she has. He will miss her stories that she almost always have to tell during dinner time. He hopes it will turn out to ok for Dinie and his family.

2007-08-05T12:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Dinie had detention in the hall. It was very hot. He expected it to be in the library, so he came into school with a jacket. So, he was sweating as he entered and attempted to study in the hall. He pitied those who had to study for SSP in the hall earlier as it would have been even hotter for them.

Afterwards, he watched the movie "Disturbia" with his family. It was a great movie. He recommends the movie to all of his friends.

So, now he is left with alot of homework to do and things to study.

Lastly Dinie would like to clarify that he is not involved in the bet that Basith and Shawn have. The loser of that bet would have to ask a female classmate out for a date. If they got the same marks for the test, Dinie will not be the one asking.